I lied

My best friend and his girlfriend broke up and he hated her , but before they broke up his girlfriend was “make out” with her ex boyfriend , I thought she was still doing this when she was with my best friend so told him about a month ago .. he made her leave everything , we havnt seen her since a week after they broke up . She told me she wasnt still “make out” . She told me the only person she trusted anymore had just betray her (me ) .. im going to tell my best friend i lied but ,,, my other friend thinks it was a mistake and i should tell him but not leave as im planning on leaving after i tell him cuz he wont want to live a life with a best friend that betrays people and lies . I dont know what to do and i dont know if he will hate me ? :( I want to kill myself ……………..Im telling him tonight so comment if ur gonna comment now :(

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