Not sure how I feel about this…. live …
Not sure how I feel about this…. live thing…
anyway-
I have extreme jealousy issues with my boyfriend of 3 years. I love him more than anything ever….
Sometimes, I just want to break up with him over it even though he has done nothing wrong because I don’t know if I can handle feeling this screwed up all of the time, and he deserves better. Sometimes I think I should just not ever be in a relationship with anyone. Live alone. Eat myself to death.
that’s what makes me happy… binging. It feels so good. But I do not allow myself to do it, because I get out of control and I will gain weight and become depressed and eat even more…. the sad thing is that that sounds appealing. ha.
yeah… I know I don’t make any sense… that’s what I’m always like…. D=
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gally8888 9:41 pm on August 15, 2009 Permalink | Log in to Reply
if the guy didnt want to be with you, then he wouldnt. but the fact of the matter is that he is with you and he is able to make his own choices, and his choice is to be with you. dont worry about what you think he might want, cause, cause he does want you. you cant say that he doesnt want you and thats what will happen. he likes you for a reason, embrace that and enjoy yourself instead of worrying.
joei 8:12 am on August 16, 2009 Permalink | Log in to Reply
unreasonable jealousy seem to be the only prob. seems like u both really love each other. maybe a few sessions with some shrink would help you get a handle on that prob. wish i had a relationship like that. damn, you 2 are lucky!