I’m pretty much going to leave everyone…
I’m pretty much going to leave everyone behind, my old life behind because after all those years I’m free. I don’t plan on keeping contact my old ‘friends’ anymore, and I’m definitely trying to avoid a certain someone. Is it so wrong of me to hate people who are too sweet and cheery? I seriously can’t stand this one person who won’t leave me alone, yeh sure this person is sweet and nice, always asking me how my day was and telling me I’m the greatest person they know, would be all postive and all these other cheesy things, I seriously don’t care. I know its cruel of me to think this way and i know other people would appreciate knowing someone like this. but not me. I just want to punch this person in the face so they would get the idea to leave me alone. I really can’t solve problems and i somehow create more problems when i try to solve them 
. Well this is such a weird or shitty confession, its actually the first confession i never wrote because every time i write a confession i end up deleting it. and another thing I’m beginning to hate not knowing anyone i can get along with, its always fake smiles and pretending i give a shit that someone just ‘hooked’ up with someone, i can finally get away from it all, and now that i have no idea where to begin because I’m pretty much starting my life all over again and I’m going to start university soon yayy . I’m not going to survive, i don’t think my last minute studying will be useful there.
secondchancesx3 8:41 am on November 13, 2009 Permalink | Log in to Reply
its gunna be good to start over. a new fresh start is always good. this way, you can find people that you get along with. and now that you are new and dont know anyone, when you dont like someone, you dont have to be afraid to tell them that. just ditch em and find people you get along with greatly! And maybe, since your starting the social aspect of your life over, you could also start over the academic aspect.. you dont have to last minute study!
Oh, and btw, there is no such thing as a shitty confession as long as you are being honest!! 
secondchancesx3 9:17 am on November 13, 2009 Permalink | Log in to Reply
oh another thing i meant to add was, dont expect for everything to change just by going to a new place. it wont change unless you change your ways too. change the things that make you unhappy, and dont surround yourself with people you dont care for anymore. do things that will make you happy, and youll be happy. you could do that by staying where you are too, but i agree it will be easier if you pack up and leave, get a fresh start. I am wanting to do this myself as soon as possible!