my friend says i’m turning into an adre…
my friend says i’m turning into an adrenaline junkie. is that right? i don’t know. i’m going to get my cartilage pierced, but it’s something i always wanted…but in a way, the rush is addicting. it’s like looking at the world & saying “I’M NOT EMO OR PUSSY!” i don’t know why i don’t worry about my safety much anymore. i worry about making the most out of my teenage life. maybe it’s because i know that if i do get into JYP, my teenage life is about over. i’m semi-reluctant to try weed, but i’ve always wanted to do it for the experience. i don’t ever want to be a constant user. i rather just collect the experience & look back at my teenage life & realize that i had fun. maybe that’s why i want to fight, too. i feel like i have a grudge against myself being a nerd & pussy when i was little. maybe i’m just trying to prove something.
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pd0815 6:44 am on February 5, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
i hope you are opening up to your friends like you are opening up here. if not, they will never know how much attention you need.
yellowroses 8:33 pm on February 5, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
i still don’t open up to them, but i am starting to like them more.
jayjay0721 8:17 pm on February 7, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
earlobe hurts more than cartilage. i tried weed a few years ago. i understand why people get addicted. its not for me though, i prefer going thru life sober. im 16. wanna talk to a teenage girl? i think im pretty supportive.