yesterday i was scared that if i felt hi…
yesterday i was scared that if i felt him, even through his pants, it'd become all he wants.
today, when we were holding hands in the hall, he put my hand there... and then last hour, he hugged me, and pulled me to him, and asked if i could feel how hard he was.
im scared i was right.
i love him.
but i want a real relationship.
we're 15, and we've been together 5 months total, with a one wweek break in there.
he cheated on me with his best (female) friend. he wanted to prove to her it was worth it to stay alive, and so they played the nervous game.
i feel like im in competition with her for his attention, coz she fakes sad every single day. i dont know what to do anymore. i cry about this more than i would like to.
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rubies 3:54 pm on February 20, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
While you were holding hands in the hall at school?! … you might be right..
I don’t know what the nervous game is but I doubt its a great excuse for cheating. You’re going to be jealous of his best girlfriend for the rest of your relationship, do you think you can handle that? He shouldn’t even be friends with her after the cheating part. She disrespected your relationship.