i remember the song “crash & burn.” hm…
i remember the song “crash & burn.” hm…it’s been almost a year since the cutting. hm. i don’t know what to say, really. but today, i saw this video, with fans’ quotes about you. it was kind of sad. some of them said that the distance is hard. some said that it’s hard to love you, but harder without you. some said it’s impossible to touch your heart even though you touch ours. i don’t know what i really would say. i’m exhausted. i keep going with this journey, knowing where i WANT it to take me, but unsure of where i’ll actually go. after all, it’s pretty hard to gain serious fame. i can try though, right? lets believe i can.
i wonder if you are like me. i rather have friends who are happy & have no problems…because honestly, i have enough to deal with. i know….it would probably scare you if you found out about me…if i get to be with you, it scares me to tell you, but doesn’t feel right if i hide it. someone said that i can always just wait until you do love me, then tell you. would that scare you away? it would scare me away.
we’ll cross that bridge when we get there. oh look, it’s already march…almost summer, almost on that plane to hongkong….so close to having a laptop of my own, so close to getting singing lessons, so close to meeting my mom’s side of the family…so close to…escape.
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