I go out and feel insecure. No matter ho…

I go out and feel insecure. No matter how hard I’ve worked to have perfect hair and be nicely dressed, my face always ruins everything. I have huge bags under my eyes, no matter how much I sleep or how much concealer I wear. I hate them. I’m thinking about having cosmetic surgery done on them.

I go out and I see these pretty girls who don’t have them and I just feel so awkward and uncomfortable. I wonder sometimes, if I didn’t have the bags under my eyes, and if my nose were a bit smaller, would more people like me? Would my family (of which I am, without question, the ugliest in several generations, and the black sheep) love me more? Would I get that promotion at work? I work in a very superficial industry, where the littlest flaw gets noticed… I see pretty girls get promoted in six months, I’ve been working my ass off for two years now. I just wonder if being prettier would get me further ahead.

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