Mum, dad I’m sorry for ruining your lif…

Mum, dad
I’m sorry for ruining your life. I know it was your mistake. I know you love me. But I just can’t forgive myself. I may be the best mistake you ever made but I’m still a mistake! My mother didn’t feel that joy when she saw me, her “fresh sausage” for the first time.
I wonder how your lives would be if I was never been born. You wouldn’t have married, just to please my grandparents.
Now I’m trapped in this thing called life. Everything I do, everything I don’t do ends up hurting somebody, or myself. I can’t even die without causing pain.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
I’m so fuckin sorry!

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