In spite of probably failing my calculus course… I find myself pretty happy. I’ve been thinking a lot, I don’t want to study what I’m supposed to be studying for and I lost my drive to try my best school. I’m changing majors into something that will make less money than what I was studying […]
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The fear of losing one out of my three best friends has never been so great as it is right now. I’ve known the kid since we were toddlers, always together and in tune with one another. But recently he’s been ditching me for other of his friends and goes and parties with them, which […]
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adeafmute
dont cancel your plans for him yes go out together but make him see you have your own life
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So recently I’ve been reading Twilight fanfiction, I read all the books and thankfully I wasn’t turned into a Twihard after I read them. But some, and they’re very few, authors have written very good (well, in my opinion) fanfictions of Twilight… which involve Alice and Bella as the main pairing. As I finish reading […]
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quiteabitch
That seems really amazing. Though I would like there’d be a famous and very public novel that could have homosexuality for the main character without being judged or prohibited.
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Girl
Right? I’ve been looking for books that have homosexuality as either one of the main themes, or be the main theme entirely… I’ve recently taken an interest in books again, I feel like I can be patient and consistent enough to go back to my old ways and read a good long book again. c:
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MisterHidden
Have you read “Women in Love” by D.H. Lawrence? It’s quite an old book, from 1920. Anyway, the male protagonist is in a relationship with a woman, but has this strong attraction to another guy, and homosexuality is definitely one of the main themes.
It’s Literature with a capital L, though, so I’m not sure whether you’re into that sort of thing.
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MisterHidden
Oh, and just to add, it’s not super explicit, but it’s very suggestive, and the whole thing is fairly dripping with eroticism. If you’re into male homosexuality, you might enjoy the wrestling scene…
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I read and write gay fan fiction, mostly Kim Possible ones (Kim x Shego). Inside I’m an insecure little girl. I often have dreams where I either have sex with another woman, or I watch two other women have sex… I don’t know what to think about that. I’m not as cool headed as I seem. I try […]
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adeafmute
my gf says she would totaly do Michelle Rodriguez
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Girl
Of course! Michelle is totally doable! ;D
Wouldn’t need to ask me twice, I’d say “yes” in a heartbeat.
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adeafmute
lol yeah but you have no idea how hot it is to hear lol
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Girl
I would assume so, hahaha.
Now that I think about it, I also forgot to mention Masiela Lusha! D:
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Over this past weekend I went over to my cousin’s apartment, we hadn’t seen each other in a few weeks so we talked a lot. Sometime during my visit,while in tears, she mentioned our uncle… and how he had touched her when we were younger. Then it hit me, I remembered a memory that I’ve kept […]
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adeafmute
tell your cousin the main problem with this type of thing is that no one ever tells anyone tell you cousin at least then you both have someone to talk things over with and imho tell the rest of your family too
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quiteabitch
I agree with adeafmute. Especially with telling your family. Hes a sick pervert.
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Girl
I have been thinking about telling her… maybe when I see her again this weekend over lunch. But I’ll tell her when I know we’ll be left alone. I… I don’t know what will go down.
Dunno about telling the whole family yet. I’ll see what happens within these next few days. But now I’m even more repulsed to be near him.
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adeafmute
your going to have to tell them think of all the others he could do that or worse to!
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So there’s this juice in the fridge, I specifically asked my roommate to buy it for me since it was cranberry and grape. I like both of those juices so I thought why not buy the mixture of both? I mean, it should taste good… right? WRONG. That shit is nasty. So everyday while no one is […]
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ScrewEverything
Cranberry-grape juice? Odd.
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Girl
Not just odd, it’s gross. Well, In my opinion anyways… it always leaves this gross aftertaste. This company called Ocean Spray makes it.
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I went about two, almost three, months without seeing, texting, messaging, emailing her… I didn’t have have any connection or conversations with her. If she would text I would ignore it and not respond. She did text me a lot in the beginning but I assumed she got tired of getting no response and gave up. […]
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quiteabitch
So…It’s pretty obvious you’re not over her yet. It’s hard, but I guess it’s the first thing you have to do in odrer to get over it. To accept that you still love her and then deal with it.
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adeafmute
to me looks more like you want to fuck her then you want to love her just my opinion
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Girl
Well yes… I most def. am NOT over her. Thing is, I really don’t know how to deal with the fact that I’m still attracted to her, I guess I’ll have to learn how to.
I did want to bed her at some point, but not anymore. At least not consciously… I can’t answer for my subconscious though, but judging from my reaction, my subconscious still wants to fuck her. :l
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quiteabitch
Well whats so wrong about not being over her or wanting to fuck her?
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I constantly fear I’m going to school to study for the wrong thing. … and I probably am since I often doubt it.
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wonder
Me too and usually I feel like there’s no turning back
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quiteabitch
Youre young.! Speak now or live the rest of your life feeling like maybe youre doing the wrong thing. Sometimes I wonder if there are better options than to study psycology as to me.
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Girl
Yeah I know… I was pretty much pressured into studying what I am from my parents… it seemed like a good idea back then, two years ago… so I kind of can’t go back anymore. Not without there being a huge fuss over it about wasting money.
Now I just don’t have any drive to study what I want, like I don’t want anything to do with it. I’d rather study something along the lines of zoology, not computer engineering. I’ve loved animals since I was very young, computers interest me… but I’d rather work with animals.
I don’t know what to do anymore… I guess I’ll stick with computer engineering then once I can get a decent job with that go to school for what I really strive for…
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A few days ago I had a dream where my cousin and I were in a romantic relationship. This isn’t the first time I’ve had a dream where I’m romantically involved with someone of the same gender… but it is a first where I’m with a cousin. I’m fairly close to her, though I hardly […]
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forget then
It could be your subconcious telling you things you preconceived (the “child,” could be a preconceived notion that your cousin was already pregnant. Or, it could be a hint that you should talk to her about the possibility of her being pregnant. Tell her you dreamed it, but don’t go into detail.)
If she is pregnant, she could be looking for someone to support her and love her, really, on another level, as you described. She may not need you to play the lover/father role, but be her support system.
If she isn’t pregnant, the lesbian part could be what’s playing in here. She could be reaching out for help because of what’s growing inside her (her feelings) which could be keyed into the child part. You could be the person she needs to talk to about it, because you’re the person she feels closest to.Orrrrrr you could’ve just had a really fucked up dream and I’m over analyzing it for you
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the lesbian and fucked up dreams make the most sense to me!
she can’t be pregnant since doesn’t have a boyfriend. she’s told me she doesn’t want, have, or need one. so i guess that rules that out. plus she never really talks about guys to begin with, just girls.
if it is that she is lesbian… maybe that was the whole point of my dream. but i don’t know what to do? like i’ve wondered about her for awhile. seeing pictures and comments she leaves on her facebook really point to being a lesbian direction haha. i’ve been meaning to ask her about it for awhile, but i don’t know how touchy that subject is with her… so i don’ know yet.
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I woke up a few days ago and immediately thought of her… but I noticed I no longer feel as strongly about her as I did. I guess seeing her for who she really is kind of ‘opened my eyes’ in a way. She would often tell me during some late night texting sessions that she […]
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Girl
I hate it when you tell me you love me… because I can’t say it back to you. I do love you too, but not it the way you want me to. That’s why I avoid you sometimes… I’m afraid you’ll tell me again and I’ll disappoint you… again.
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It’s been awhile since I last hung out with her, I’ve been trying to cut my ties with her… and it is working. I no longer think about her all the time and I’m actually starting to talk to other girls that could be a potential partner. Anyways, I got a call from her a few […]
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Girl
I know you don’t like me how I like you. I know you see me as one of your good friends. I know I’m probably not your type… then why do I keep hoping you’ll text me? Maybe I should just text you instead? That’s it. If you don’t text me by tomorrow after you get […]
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KindWords
Don’t text him first.
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Girl
I wussed out anyways… I knew I wasn’t going to be able to text her.
Maybe tomorrow? I don’t know.
Damn… I miss her so much.
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So you really can’t stand me hanging out with her? I know she’s your best friend, I’m not trying to take her away and replace you with me in any shape or form… I just don’t understand why you’re so anal about this. I was going to meet you at her house so we could […]
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I don’t know how I feel… I feel anger, sadness, anxiety, and a fuck load of other things. Why do I feel this way? All I did was hang out with a few family members at an intimate party. WHY did I even start feeling this way? I’m probably going through one of my phases […]
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Listening to Cher’s song ‘Believe’ always gets me in a melancholic state of mind and gives me a funny feeling in the pit of my stomach. I’m sure it’s because she said it’s one of her favorite songs too. I remember back in July last year… it was monsoon season and it was lightly raining, you […]
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It’s annoying how I’m usually more outgoing in my writing than when I get on IM, write emails and messages. In person I’m more quiet and reserved. I’ve been told by the people closest to me that I should try drinking at least once so I can ‘let loose’ and see how outgoing in person […]
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Just don’t do it at a party your first time. Get a few of your closest friends, a night where there’s no parents at the house, stick to 1 type of beverage, and take it slow and have fun.
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Girl
Yeah that’s what they have told me, not to drink at a party for the first time. I have had countless occasions where I can drink with them at small intimate ‘parties’ one of my close cousins sometimes throws. But there’s always the parents… they hardly ever go out. So it’s pretty much the waiting game with them. I just hope I don’t crack and drink when they’re in town and I get to go home drunk, as to what I expect.
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CurrerBell
At parties, I’ll sometimes do drink if there’s alcohol. Well, more often than not and when I do, it’s never more than one bottle or shot. I guess alcohol doesn’t really do it for me and I personally don’t think I need a drink to enjoy myself. Many of my friends drink just for the sake of drinking and some of the time, we end up having to park on the side of the road for someone to cry and vomit. Totally great way to end a night (and start the next morning).
Anyway, without being all teacher-y, the point of my post is this: Don’t drink for the sake of drinking or purely just to “let loose”, you know, in case you end up drinking more than you want and all. Also, please drink only when YOU feel comfortable to and be assertive enough to know when to stop. But of course, as you’ll probably be drinking with those you trust, perhaps it’ll be OK to “let loose” a bit.
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So, I saw her again tonight, two of our friends were also with us. She and I watched tv on our friend’s twin sized bed while out other two friends were on the the computer on the other side of the room. She laid her head down on my stomach while we watched a show. […]
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pd0815
No way. more detail please.
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Mara
I think you should tell her how you feel. It’s cheesy. It’s cliched. But you should do it anyway, or you’d forever wonder.
And if you do, please let me know how it goes.
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I had an awesome day today down at the canyon with everyone, especially since she went. c: But I STILL don’t know what are my exact feelings for her. What kind of love do I feel for her? While having some sandwiches down by the river some of the people in our group joked about how some […]
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alittleglitch
I think you need to just go for it, sweetheart.
You seem absolutely smitten with this girl and it is definitely worth telling her about.
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Mara
Do what scares you. It’s often worth it. Take a risk, and don’t worry about labling your love. Just feel it!
And oh yeah, if you do take a chance? Good luck! I’ll be cheering you on from across the internet.
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I just said goodbye to you less than ten minutes ago. Why do I miss you so? Our parting hug was brief tonight… and we avoided eye contact, as usual. You were laying on my favorite pillow as we watched the movie, and it smells like you. What scent is it? Cinnamon? I keep forgetting to […]
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quiteabitch 1:48 pm on November 9, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
As long as youre happy… It doesnt really matter. Id be scared if I was you only of thinking that I may wake up the rest of my days hating my job and being in a bad mood and hate on my life all day. But if youre gonna do something that makes you happy and will probably make you happy the rest of your life… What are you scared of?