because i can’t ever seem to find the words when i’m with you…
i love you.
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Jasmine
i can’t believe you guys.
i thought i could trust you - i thought you were my friends.
guess i was wrong.
five out of my seven closest friends that go to my school are talking about me behind my back. calling me selfish, calling me pathetic, making me sound like a monster.
apparently one of my friends feels BAD about talking **** about me behind my back, and she continues to do that. zero tolerance.
they’re on a field trip to williamsburg until sunday. i would have never found out if it wasn’t for my other two friends.
i never thought they would do this to me. i feel so horrible…
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Jasmine
i don’t have to go to therapy anymore
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Mara
Sweet!
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rivergirl
That’s great! I know exactly how it feels to think, “I never have to go back to that place again.”
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Jasmine
Should I come out to my therapist? She would ask me a billion questions like ‘why do you feel like this?’ and I’m really not comfortable saying ‘because I want to screw a girl…’ I came out to my school counselor, and she asked me that… and I just mumbled something about emotions. Hmm… I honestly don’t know what to do.
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Quiet Riot
If you’re confused/angry about your sexuality, then perhaps having another ear to hear you out would aid you in getting the feeling off your chest. If you’re confident in your sexuality, well you could still tell her and feel fine as well right? Either way, I believe it’ll be a win - win situation. =]
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Jasmine
third coming out attempt: failed.
mother, understand. i’m not confused - you’re ignorant.
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All Time Shannon
hmm… i dont know what to say to this. I see you tagged it as ‘sad’ please dont be sad. you have the courage to come out, some people don’t. know that we accept you. your mother will come round. what she said, that you confused… is only to be expected.
how old are you may i ask?-
jasmine
i’m fourteen years old, but i came out to my best friend at thirteen, and i’ve known who i am for longer than that. hopefully my mother will eventually see
i just gotta hold on, all my friends are wishing the best for me, and i love them all for that ^-^
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Jasmine 11:07 am on May 8, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
since i can’t edit my post and i forgot to add this on: i know you lurk grouphug sometimes, molly. don’t think about emailing me, don’t think about saying sorry. i’m over you.
lifelost 9:06 pm on May 8, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
agreed. Drop them like a bad habit. get some people who will get your back. i dont know about other people and i dont presume to speak for them but i am the type of person who will have your back and if you needed it give my life to save my friends
quiteabitch 2:12 pm on May 8, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
Those are the kind that are not worh it. The kind who youre only friends with just cause youre with them at school. One thing though, no offense, but are you selfish?
Jasmine 6:38 pm on May 27, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
selfish can be judged in many ways. everything a human does is selfish - if you help someone, it’s to make yourself feel good. a selfish desire.