I am still feeling overwhelmingly guilty about a series of conversations I participated in with a man other than my boyfriend very early into our relationship. He knows about these conversations but he only knows about the other man’s side of it. Not my side. I love my boyfriend more than anything on this earth. […]
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I need to get this off of my chest because after like 3.5 years it is suddenly starting to bug me and I feel guilty. About a month or something into my relationship with my boyfriend of 3.5 years who I love with my whole heart… There was this kid who really wanted me badly. […]
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pd0815
why is it always ok for us to engage in these raunchy activities but absolutely off limits to the other person. we are so selfish.
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forget_me_not
You do need to let this go, it’s really nothing.
Honest. :] x
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MeowMix
LOLcat photos always make me feel better, no matter what is going on.
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xFershox
They do make one smile
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MeowMix
I love my cat intensely.
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Synthetic_Eden
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moonlight
Haha guilty.
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busybody
Bless your heart. How can anyone keep from loving their cat intensely. They are sooooo loveable.
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MeowMix
I was never beaten, raped, or bused in any way. I had an ideal childhood. middle class family. bullied a bit in school but nothing crazy. These things make it difficult for me to understand why on earth I am so incredibly fucked up. Eating disorders. (yes, multiple) Anxiety disorders sleeping disorders frequent/severe depression extremely low […]
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Markmark
Mate. Why is it a weakness?
I m like you. I was raised in middle class home. Private schooled. Ate well, dress well, live pretty damn well. I have an anxiety disorder, I was diagnosed with depression last year, and I can relate with jealousy within relationships.
Firstly, go see a doctor. Perhaps all the issues you are facing a genetic/biological, and if they are, go and get the medication.
And even if they’re not. It’s all about your outlook. Do you think some of the greatest people to have graced our societies, did their greatest feats without the personal demons and adversity? When (and you will) come from this, all these things will make you stronger and more brave than ever before.
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MeowMix
I hate kids passionately.
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zdeph
Working retail will do that to you.
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deliciouslydeluded
amen.
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alovelydisorder
Yeah it will.
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MeowMix
I have a really bad case of writer’s block……
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Nostalgia
Oh, don’t I know it.
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MeowMix
Not sure how I feel about this…. live thing… anyway- I have extreme jealousy issues with my boyfriend of 3 years. I love him more than anything ever…. Sometimes, I just want to break up with him over it even though he has done nothing wrong because I don’t know if I can handle feeling […]
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gally8888
if the guy didnt want to be with you, then he wouldnt. but the fact of the matter is that he is with you and he is able to make his own choices, and his choice is to be with you. dont worry about what you think he might want, cause, cause he does want you. you cant say that he doesnt want you and thats what will happen. he likes you for a reason, embrace that and enjoy yourself instead of worrying.
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joei
unreasonable jealousy seem to be the only prob. seems like u both really love each other. maybe a few sessions with some shrink would help you get a handle on that prob. wish i had a relationship like that. damn, you 2 are lucky!
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pd0815 1:00 pm on March 1, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
I’m curious as to what made the msn guy creepy. Was it that he knew you had a bf and were happy with him? or that he just kept coming on to you after you declined his advances? was his online name “goober”? I guess some people just feel guilty when little things they actually enjoy happen. This bothers you so much that i think you’re not sorry for it. In fact i would bet you enjoyed it. keep it a guilty pleasure.
yellowroses 4:34 pm on March 1, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
is it possible to confess to your bf now? it sounds like the best solution, since you would feel guilty about destroying the convos anyway. (then again, what do i know.)