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I’m frustrated. I went back to him to resolve the issues, to figure out what was going on and see if his assholeishness was malicious or not. I’m satisfied that hes a good person, just with huge issues. I am satisfied that he is not an asshole. But I don’t understand why people insist on […]
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kissysellout
Is he mentally ill? He sounds like it. I had one before and it drained me so much I don’t want to have any emotional ties (read: friendship) with anyone who’s mentally ill. I’m not trying to discriminate all mentally ill people, but it takes a lot to be in a “relationship” (whether friendship, familial, or intimate) with them.
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moontissues
Ha. I guess in a way. I don’t think he knows how to trust people anymore. Its sad, because I do like him. Its not even that I uberdoober like him, that would be silly at this point, I have only known him for 2.5 month, but this is the third time this year I have had people seriously mess with my head, and it is really getting to me and affecting me more everytime. I tried to trust him, and he is also the only person whom I have ever slept with. I don’t expect that much. I just do not understand the point of lying. I just want the truth, and I do at least want to remain friends because I think hes a wonderful person despite all the dark and twistiness. And FML, hes everywhere, I can’t avoid it.
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moontissues
wow…sorry that that was so long…guess thats what happens after weeks of bottling stuff up. I don’t know what to do. Shit, I hope he likes me, but I have the sickening feeling that he doesnt. And hey, the worst part is that I don’t even like him anymore. But I want to like him, and I want him to like me. Fuck.
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Cavalary
Don’t worry about it being long
To answer the “who does that”… Unfortunately, a whole lot of people. Very likely most of them if they’d only have the chance.
Now of course I could be wrong, but it seems to me like you were something of a challenge he set up for himself and now that he succeeded in it he wants a new one.
Not sure what more I could tell you, especially on here… Just *hugs*-
moontissues
yeah, I think you might be right :/ It just sucks, he SEEMED so genuine and interesting. And there are certain other factors that mean I will probably have to interact with him at some point. Ugh. and he didn’t seem like it was something he did often. He sucked at planning and hiding it, not like someone well practiced. Ugh, this is the problem, I keep making excuses because I don’t want to accept what might be the answer. Also, rereading my post in the morning, I realized some of the things I wrote may have come across as arrogant, and I really didn’t mean them like that, I suck at deciphering tone when drunk, sorry ! >.<
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broken
you fucked a rock star?
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What can I do to stop it
I’m so tired, and I wish I knew why. I have no right to be sad. I’m at a top university, have a healthy, well-off family, am considered to be good looking, but I am so tired, and sad, and I have no time to give myself a chance to grieve. I hate that I am […]
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Dan-Yella
Maybe you could apologise to the boys you hurt? At least that way you’ll have a clear conscience that you did the best you could to reconcile your behaviour. Though honestly, you’re not doing anything terribly wrong, and confessing this means that you care about how you are acting and reacting. If you tell yourself that you can’t change, then chances are, you won’t. You are the only person that can take action against your own behaviour. Just don’t be too hard on yourself.
Daniela
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moontissues
Ha. Its funny to look back on this and read it months later. Well I certainly got my “something new,” and it fucked me up even more than the last one.
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pd0815 11:31 am on February 24, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
If he already has a girlfriend, and i guess you already knew about her, how did you get hurt? I really doubt this guy has issues with confrontation. no one really does. I has more to do with convenience and being a asshole. The people he has “destroyed”… i mean… who allows that to happen to themselves these days? If it’s true then they’ve allowed themselves to be destroyed. You were used if he already has a girlfriend. he’s not only a user but a cheater as well and that’s just the crap you know about. good luck getting the truth from him. I like trying to guess what happened in this drama that has caused you to hurt so. My advise would be to cut your losses because by what you write, he already has.
moontissues 11:36 am on February 24, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
yeah. I didn’t know he had a girlfriend. He left that one out for three months, thanks.
moontissues 11:47 am on February 24, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
but you are right. Not to mention I dont have time for this right now. I have shit to do. I will not let him get to me. He has more issues than anyone I know, but I can’t even know that for sure. Think I’m going to delete this, I should not have posted it in the first place, I was just very upset.