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ScrewEverything

Been on this website since I was 14. Things change, I've changed. 16. Ovaries. I'm only a bitch if given a reason to be. Been through quite the amount of shit, but haven't we all?

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  ScrewEverything 7:36 pm on February 7, 2012 Permalink  

  I will never, NEVER, show them the true anger and hatred I feel. I will never let those horrible rotten boys who insist on every waking moment throwing taunts like ‘dyke’ or ‘bitch’ at me see how they make me feel. I will hold my head up and tell them to fuck off. Never will I let them see the way I cry when I get home. The way I have to slam my fist into the doors and cabinets in order to keep myself from cutting.

  I will always play the bitch who doesn’t care. I will not give them the satisfaction.

   

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  ScrewEverything 8:30 pm on January 17, 2012 Permalink  

  He goes on and on about his feelings, and, damn, I just wanna get high. I was thinking today, that high is the perfect word to describe what we do. We get on another level, Everything feels new and good, and free. It stings, of course, and the slight nose bleed can’t be good, but its […]

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    hi, how are you 12:39 pm on January 18, 2012 Permalink | Log in to Reply

    It may be a source of strenght and comfort. But it might destroy you. I wish I could give you than words. You deserve much more.

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  ScrewEverything 12:55 pm on January 11, 2012 Permalink  

  Just when I thought things might be falling into place, I realize that they’re really just falling apart. I honestly think I just wasn’t meant to have a good life. I don’t know what I’ll do if this ends.

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    quiteabitch 12:55 pm on January 12, 2012 Permalink | Log in to Reply

    Dont let “meant to be”s and destiny screw you. How many people thought that they were meant to have a happy life and were screwd up? Just as easy should you know you can have anything you want, no matter what “meant to be” is

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  ScrewEverything 7:26 pm on January 9, 2012 Permalink  

  We have this thing and it keeps growing. I almost feel its an obsession with Taboo in our sex life. It started with him spanking me and smacking my face. It then progressed to him choking me and (very)dirty talk. He wanted to fill me with his cum. I’m his whore, his slut. No one […]

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  ScrewEverything 9:49 am on January 6, 2012 Permalink  

  Just wanted to dedicate a post to quiteabitch. Far from a bitch, really. Probably one of the most amazing people on this website, or even in general. Never have I seen one post putting someone down or criticizing. All that’s offered is comfort and gentle advice. I wish there were more people like this in the […]

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    quiteabitch 3:44 pm on January 6, 2012 Permalink | Log in to Reply

    YOu have no idea of how happy this made me feel =D Thankyou. YOu are greatly amazing, and I’m not saying it just because you’re complementing me, but because Ive seen thourgh all these months and years that through everything you’ve been nothing but strong. So I want you to know… I admire you deeply too, and even though you’ve gone through harsh things in life you are also open to give nice advice to everyone, and never have put anyone down. So I wanty you to know that I admire you too.. very much actually.

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  ScrewEverything 9:33 pm on January 2, 2012 Permalink  

  My back and shoulders are covered in cuts. He did it to me. I didn’t ask. I was laying in bed reading, trying not to cry, or flinch when he tried to touch me. Suddenly he said, “You said it helps you relax. It makes you feel better. Do you want it?” I shrugged my […]

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    quiteabitch 12:44 pm on January 3, 2012 Permalink | Log in to Reply

    Leave him. You are worth so much more.

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      ScrewEverything 9:44 am on January 6, 2012 Permalink | Log in to Reply

      It wasn’t always like this. He used to make me feel so happy, so free. I love him, things have just been shit lately.

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  ScrewEverything 10:30 am on January 2, 2012 Permalink  

  On his phone using the internet Type in… 

  On his phone using the internet.. Type in the F for facebook, His history bar pops up.. “Free Iphone porn, free sex clips” I know guys do it. I’ve never cared before… But with him its different. It hurts. It wouldn’t hurt if he didn’t tell me before he doesn’t like porn, it wouldn’t hurt if he […]

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    quiteabitch 10:01 pm on January 5, 2012 Permalink | Log in to Reply

    I honestly don’t know about your body, I’ve never seen it. But I did see your face, and I find it beautiful. I alsoo want you to know, that, however your body looks… I dont think its the looks of your body that matter, what matter is the fact that you learn to accept them just the way they are, and find yourself someone who does too. Society is fucked up you see. I was just about to write about how I found two articles in the same webpage. One saying how big boobs were ugly and another one saying how small boobs were ugly. Anyways, what I wanna say is that, I’m sure you’re beautiful. And I want you to know that just for the fact that you ran into some asshole who can’t apreciate it doesn’t make you any less. You are beautiful, and no matter how strong his words or his actions are, they can’t make you and your body any less of a perfect piece of art.

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  ScrewEverything 7:53 pm on December 12, 2011 Permalink  

  If there’s one thing I can tell you, you’ve got to remember: your heart, your health, and your hands. She’ll crawl up the wall. She’ll tear you apart limb from limb. So it’s best to be wise and stand your own ground. If you look away, she’ll smell your black fear. Make your soul face […]

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  ScrewEverything 7:16 pm on December 11, 2011 Permalink  

  I wonder what people would think if they really knew what I like? What would my friends or teachers or even my family think of me to know that my boyfriend fucks me with a knife held to my throat, calling me a whore and right when I’m about to have my moment, he drops […]

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    quiteabitch 5:17 pm on December 12, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply

    I don’t know, but if the real you is the one you portray in this website, I find the real you completley amazing, strong, and unique.

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      ScrewEverything 7:48 pm on December 12, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply

      I can’t even express how much that made me smile.. <3

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  ScrewEverything 8:09 pm on December 8, 2011 Permalink  

  All the websites that used to feel so private, are now going viral. I’m very glad that its unlikely for anyone I know to find this website. I’m glad we have what we’ve got here. A few strangers who care.

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    quiteabitch 5:55 am on December 10, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply

    I agree.

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  ScrewEverything 8:55 pm on November 29, 2011 Permalink  

  I want the hug button to come back.

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  ScrewEverything 12:47 am on November 28, 2011 Permalink  

  He said the most thoughtless thing today We… 

  He said the most thoughtless thing today. We were talking about why he wants a gun. He grabbed my head and said, ‘I know you’d like it if I held it to your head while we were fucking,” I responded, ‘You know I’d like a knife even more. You could actually use it on me.’ […]

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  ScrewEverything 7:46 pm on November 20, 2011 Permalink  

  Hello again Bad Habit I’ve missed you 

  Hello again, Bad Habit. I’ve missed you.

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  ScrewEverything 7:28 pm on November 15, 2011 Permalink  

  Still coming down from by far the most amazing trip of my life. Molly is my new favorite. <3 I feel as if my mom was suspicious when I came home, I admit I was acting a bit off. Add that to the fact that my eyes are so damn dilated I look like a […]

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  ScrewEverything 9:34 pm on November 9, 2011 Permalink  

  Two weeks ago I snorted a line and… 

  Two weeks ago, I snorted a line and my nose felt raw. It hurt so bad. I ran to the sink and snorted water, the usual. It slid down my throat, oh- so, bitter, without a hint of the usual sweet. I coughed and held back vomit. One more line, is what went through my […]

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  ScrewEverything 5:34 pm on October 18, 2011 Permalink  

  I am such a hypocrite I love Wyatt… 

  I am such a hypocrite. I love Wyatt. I have wanted him from the moment I met him, and as some of you know, I have put myself through hell to be where I am today with him. Last Friday, I go to a friends house. Me and three other girls. We pick up a long […]

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  ScrewEverything 6:47 pm on October 10, 2011 Permalink  

  PS I vote they bring back the hug… 

  PS. I vote they bring back the hug option, it was cute.

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  ScrewEverything 6:47 pm on October 10, 2011 Permalink  

  Got high and felt some serious sexual tension with a friend I’ve never wanted before. I’m so happy with Wyatt, that’s what confuses me, I shouldn’t have been wanting anything from anyone else.. I think it was just the drugs though. Nothing happened, so no harm done. Hoping life just moves on. Also hoping everyone’s […]

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  ScrewEverything 4:30 pm on September 25, 2011 Permalink  

  I wanna get high I want to get… 

  I wanna get high. I want to get oxys. I want 30 mgs. I wanna crush them up, and snort them. The idea of the bitter taste in my throat just makes it that much harder. I don’t have a problem, this town just sucks. I hate the people around me as much as I […]

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  ScrewEverything 8:05 pm on August 14, 2011 Permalink  

  I don’t come on much anymore I don’t… 

  I don’t come on much anymore. I don’t know if anyone worries why I’ve gone, but I know when a familiar name stops showing up, I worry. I care. For those who do, when things are bad I come here. When things get better I have less of a reason to, so don’t worry. Things have […]

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    hi, how are you 3:37 am on August 18, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply

    I’m really happy for you

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    quiteabitch 10:43 pm on August 19, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply

    Me too =) I’m very glad.