Its been so long since I have been on here. My life has been pretty stable for the last month or so. Everything has been good until today, the day that the person I was used by, the person who prolly sexually/emotionally fucked me up for the rest of my life, but most importantly the […]
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i’m talking to this guy, and i cant help but to think he is just looking to get fucked. he is this big muscular hott guy. from the looks of his facebook he parties a lot. when we text at night he always ends up telling me hes horny. he just wants to get laid, […]
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secondchancesx3
alright, I am done tryin to find random ass people to talk to. I keep trying to meet someone over the internet, and talk to them, and make it turn into something like it did with him… thats never my intention when doing it, but i think sub conciouslly that is the reason why i […]
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secondchancesx3
i’ve come to the conclusion that i am bi polar. that has to be it. it can be the only explanation. unless there is something else that can bring me from being in the happiest mood ever, to being depressed wanting to die in a matter of hours. Even quicker then that sometimes.
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lifelost
humanity. I do that but im not bipolar. Stress can do funny things hun.
<3
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All Time Shannon
i feel like this too.
but with me, i change from extremely happy to wanting to kill myself in around half an hour, and i really don’t know what to do.- Shannon
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Cavalary
Empathy and contrasting events you learn of, or people with contrasting moods you’re around?
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Ambriel
Bipolar or not, it would be a good idea to talk to a doctor or counselor about this if possible. (You too, Shannon.) It could be all manner of things, hormones, diet, stress, a brain injury.
The tricky thing about bipolar is that there is a whole spectrum of it and, like depression, it can affect people differently and to different degrees. For example, I have bipolar but I do not experience euphoria - my manic state is dysphoric, basically an uncontrollable rage. Moderate depression is my ‘normal’ state, and suicidal is my low. Thankfully this is all reigned in by medication.
Everyone has ups and downs, that is true, but if you even suspect that something is a bit off in your mind, tackle it before it tackles you. Trust me, you do not want to wake up in hospital after having your stomach pumped for the nth time and wondering why your brain has to be so crappy.
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secondchancesx3
Dear Group Huggers, I hope you all have an excellent day today. May you smile and laugh and have many good things happen to you. I wish for all of you to be happy. You deserve it. Love, SC.
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uhohspaghettios
Same to you <3 <3 <3
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I just made a really sad playlist and i plan to listen to it over and over again until i fall asleep. i need to cry tonight, i need to get it out. its been a couple weeks since i really cried last… Song 1: Breathe- Taylor Swift Song 2: Sometime around Midnight- Airborne Toxic Event […]
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Cavalary
No you’re not. And tears are a great way to release negative feelings. Sure, as long as the cause’s still there they don’t help on the long run in any way, but for a little while it makes it just a little better.
Wish I could cry while alone…Little suggestion: Forever Shine On - Edenbridge. Sure, matter of taste too, but when the chorus starts, at 2:06, especially if listened in headphones and loud enough…
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pd0815
when i’m in pathetic mode I turn all music off and find something fun to do. I wouldn’t fuel my depression with a reminder playlist.
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secondchancesx3
That is true. But like cavalary said, sometimes tears are a great way to release negative feelings.
Your right, sometimes the playlist can fuel the depression and make it worse, and when i notice that happening, i stop. But sometimes crying really does help.
Like last night I think it did. Today I am feeling unusually good. Like really perky! Haha Its pretty cool. :]
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Cavalary
I pick music to match my mood. It can create a certain degree of contentment, though perhaps that’s not the best term. Same as when the weather matches my mood, or anything else from my environment. If the environment contradicts how I feel it only gets worse.
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moontissues
youtube “dream” by priscilla ahn. Its just right for the mood, but also somewhat uplifting in its own nostalgic way. Its wonderful.
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secondchancesx3
I feel like writing, but i do not know what to write about.
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All Time Shannon
I know that feeling. :/
- Shannon
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Cavalary
I have plenty of things to write about, but never feel like writing unless it’s another of those “feeling sorry for myself” posts…
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secondchancesx3
Hey guys, I am just curious.. I love hearing everyones tastes in music. And I am very open to all kinds of music, I love being introduced to new songs and new bands, expanding my music collection ya know? Its too hard to pick your one favorite song…so you should comment under this your top […]
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lifelost
1) Rise Against-Everchanging
2) The Mountain Goats-This Year
3) Led Zeppelin-Good Times Bad Times
4) SR71-My World
5) Hollywood Undead-Young -
raven
going by my most played in my ipod:
Go with the Flow - Queens of the Stoneage
No Tomorrow - Orson
Weird Fishes - Radiohead
Attack - 30 Seconds to Mars
Book of Love - Peter Gabrieli get really obsessed with songs and listen to them over and over for days… these days i’m in a really country kinda mood, so I’ve been listening to Home is Me, You are Mine by Everly a LOT. its so pretty!
music is my one true love.
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Volver A Comenzar by Café Tacvba
Ecstasy by ATB
Believe by Cher
Better Off Alone by Alice Deejay
Raindrops by Basement Jaxx-
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Tool - Stinkfist
Incubus - The Warmth
Thrice - T & C
Erin McCarley - Love Save the Empty
Coheed & Cambria - Backend of Forever
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All Time Shannon
1) Paramore- I caught myself
2) fort minor- kenji
3) papa roach- Hollywood Whore
4) Paramore- Let the flames begin
5) bullet for my valentine- hearts burt into fire.- Shannon
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sforzesca
….just five? This might be tough.
“Out Here All Night” - Damone
“Taking It All” - TAT
“Because I’m Awesome” - The Dollyrots
“End Transmission” - AFI
“American Girl [live]” - Tom Petty and the HeartbreakersLots of good choices in the other replies too. “Young” by Hollywood Undead probably would’ve made my top ten. Anyway I don’t feel good at all about my list just cause I’ve left so much out. It’s hard to narrow down a library of almost 10,000 songs to just five favorites. :/
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9point81
I really love Ingrid Michaelson’s songs. You should check out http://www.stereomood.com it’s awesome!
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secondchancesx3
When is it my turn? I am sick of waiting. I hate being alone.
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lifelost
i know how you feel
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quiteabitch
That makes 3 of us. No relationship works or no boy will take me serious which makes me feel worse and alone.
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lifelost
1) not a chick
2) i honestly take people way more serious than i should.
3) i have been alone for a long time. more over im inlove with someone and they dont love me. i know what this shit feels like. It blows hard-
secondchancesx3
1) I am a chick
2) I take people and things seriously too
3) I have never been in a real relationship. I have a half assed fucked up relationship with someone who I am in love with and he doesn’t love me back too. The feeling, it does blow. Hard. I know.-
lifelost
why does life suck so bad?
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secondchancesx3
Not sure. I hear it gets better.. i hope its true.
20 and never been loved.. it can only go up from there, right?
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lifelost
well i love you.
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secondchancesx3
ha thanks. :]
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lifelost
yup
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secondchancesx3
and i love you!
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lifelost
woot!
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raven
u guys are funny.
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secondchancesx3
I believe it will all come for us someday. The wait is really really sucky. And I will be bitchy and complain about it until it comes. But it will come. To me, lifelost, raven, and everyone else on this site who is unsure about love. It will happen. Ok you guys? Stay positive, keep your head up. We will be okay.
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lifelost
Raven i love you too!!!
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secondchancesx3
I can’t help it. He will always make me smile. I will continue to feel special when he says that stuff for me. I know its all a game. But I can’t help it. Ive loved him for well over a year now. Its not going away anytime soon.
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QuiteStupidPerson
It will never go away. It may fade, but it will never leave.
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It’s Friday night. My best friend is in Chicago for the weekend. My other friend is with her other friends. My other friend isn’t really interested in hanging out with me ever, at least not as much as I want to hang with her. This leaves me alone on a Friday night, which blows.
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Be careful in Afghanistan. I didn’t know you well, but I would love to get to know you better when you get back…
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first goal: -20lbs. what would you say i…
first goal: -20lbs. what would you say is a healthy amount of time to achieve this? what date should I make my goal to loose it by?
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forget_me_not
What’s your starting weight?
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begenuine
i hear it is healthy to lose 1-2 pounds every week by exercising and eating healthily. so about three months would be a really good pace!
i am in the same boat as you…i just need to motivate myself to work out.
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3lbs a week
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secondchancesx3
I HATE when i drop hints all over the place and you don’t do a damn thing. God, boys can be so stupid sometimes!
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remember, males cant read ur mind, we also think alot differently to females, us males, dont think as indepth as females, and some of us are uncertain of ur actions meanings… dont wait for him, us guys like it when u take charge and ask us out first.. it means you wanna try it out and not leave it all up to us.. us guys can get scared of asking u out, fear of rejection is strong..
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SolomonTummler
They aren’t stupid. You just don’t know how to get your message across properly.
Stop dropping hints. Just makes you seem needlessly self-important.
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secondchancesx3
sorry, just was frustrated. lol. Its not actually a matter of him asking me out, or me asking him out though.
Idk, I think he’s just not interested in me anymore.
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Threephase
Just go with being direct. Don’t hint, ask. At least then you’ll know.
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i wrote this in a note on facebook and I hope people read it because it is very true.. If you are a part of my life…if you ever were…anyone who will become a part of it after I write this, i want you all to know, you are very important to me. No matter how […]
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secondchancesx3
okay, so i did something kind of crazy last night.. i kind of had a 4 way with 3 other girls… except not really at all, thats just what we called it. But all we did was touch, and kiss…each others bodies. No lips. It was more like just groping each other, and we were […]
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sforzesca
Human?
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secondchancesx3
lol yeah i know its just kinda weird and scary for me. lol im freakin almost 20 i should have this stuff figured out by now.
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sforzesca
Right right. I dunno, sexuality is really more of a spectrum than just being strictly straight or lesbian or whatever. Hey, I’m 21 in a few months and sometimes I still don’t know, ha ha.
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Love will always be in my heart. It will always be in the back of my mind. I am always going to be the hopeless romantic. I am always going to dream and think of my fairy tale ending. Even if it means I will get hurt now and then. That is who I am. […]
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bobburgster
secondchancesx3, that is so beautiful! Keep believing, it will come.
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secondchancesx3
Thank you! That makes me happy that you said its beautiful! (:
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All Time Shannon
This made me smile. I’m happy you wrote this. And your right, it will come.
- Shannon
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secondchancesx3
I’m glad it made you smile. <3
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darkness shrouded by light
well, then, its good that you can stay so optimistic, thats more than many people can say. so many have loved and lost and soon, turn into monsters who only crave lust sometimes i find it hard to belive what sort of world we live in. but i would say to just keep being genorouse with your love, thats all anyone can really do right?
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secondchancesx3
yep exactly. i thought thats what I wanted to do, just say fuck it and be about lust instead. thats just not who i am though, i care for people, i get attatched to people. i love and i want to be in love. i will remain hopeful. 20 is still young, right?
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bobburgster
“20 is still young, right?”
You have plenty of time!
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Chemistry
This is cute. <3
It reminds me of the big speech that girl made in the movie, He's Just Not That into You, if you've seen it.
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secondchancesx3
hahah, that girl in that movie. she is so funny! I am not crazy psycho like her, but i can have some of her awkward tendencies sometimes. lol. i love that movie.
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I have a job interview on Tuesday morning and I am getting really nervous. I am starting to dislike my job more and more everyday where I am at now. They are starting to cut my hours because apparently I have a bad attitude. But what do they expect when I am surrounded by MANAGERS who […]
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Chemistry
Good luck! Make sure you show the interviewer your enthusiasm for the new job. If they see how eager you are to start, I’m sure they’ll want you. (: Knock ‘em dead!
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bobburgster
I think you will be very successful in your interview. If you were not nervous about it…I would be worried. good luck Sunshine!
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secondchancesx3
Happy New Year everyone! Be safe tonight…
Happy New Year everyone! Be safe tonight, and have fun! Hope everyone’s year of 2010 is wonderful!
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Thanks, you too
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And to you secondchancesx3.
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secondchancesx3
I still break down and cry my heart out about once a week, even if nothing is wrong. Or does that mean something is wrong? I don’t know. I don’t mind it though, To me, crying is kind of refreshing. I don’t think there is anything wrong with it. I always feel a lot better after. […]
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bobburgster
It can be a good way to relieve anxiety.
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pd0815 6:00 am on February 2, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
that depends on what you really want: the hot guy that parties a lot or the guy that doesn’t think the sun is bright enough until it is reflecting from your eyes.
bobburgster 5:03 am on February 5, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
Hey sc…..you know the answer already. Be patient sweetie, your guy will find you.