I can’t handle my emotion any more so i block them all now I fear I will never again be truley happy
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demon
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JadedNikky
I got my heart broken a few weeks ago. It still hurts when he doesnt talk to me or joke around like we used too. It makes me feel alone sometimes. Other times it makes me feel angry. And occasionally, I still feel for him.
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quiteabitch
Aw,….Im so sorry…. Would you mind explaining what happened?
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JadedNikky
Well, my friend (lets call him Brady) told me a few weeks ago that the dude I like (lets call him James) told Brady that he likes me. So Brady was like: Do you like him? And I said yes.
So the next day Brady told James that I liked him (they share art class together) and when I got to the class me and James share, James ignored me the whole way through, no matter how many inside jokes I did or anything I did.
So I questioned Brady about it and apparently, James didnt really say he liked me, Brady assumed he did. So I got heartbroken in the end result.
So yea. [/story]
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quiteabitch
James is an asshole. Too inmature tbh. Why wouldnt he talk to you over such thing? Im sorry but nothing but an inamture asshole. O bet he sdoesnt deserve you.
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JadedNikky
Haha, thank you. Thats actually the part that hurts me is that he wouldnt talk to me about it. He is pretty immature though and I would love to say I’m over him, but it does resurface ever once in awhile. So I’m just going to ignore him back and find someone else who’s better to go after, you know.
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quiteabitch
Yeah….Its ok & normal to feel that. We must remember that its not with our minds we feel…But with our hearts. Yeah, try someone else who does deserve you. Good Luck
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swingline
Nice guys finish last…
Every time. Honestly, I only have myself to blame. That’s always how it’s been for me, but this time I thought it would be different. She was my best friend. I thought I could trust her…but it was all an illusion…So tell me: How am I supposed to trust anyone again?
Every time…
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forget_me_not
Learn from the mistakes you’re bound to make, roll with the punches you’re bound to take.
Moving on is the hardest thing to do but shows you’re the better person.
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LieToMeSoftly
I know we joke about a lot of things, but when I told you that my heart was broken and that you needed to fix it when you got home… it wasn’t a joke…
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motivational_poster
things that are making this so much harder:
still having a phone full of your txts
realizing that you were probably blowing me off for months because of him
knowing that i love you 10 times more than he does
thinking about the days i begged you to hang out and how you said you couldnt handle a man in your life. i guess that just meant me
how hard you pushed me away
that i never cry. except over you
you saying you never have the time to date. again that just meant me
our past. every minute of it
that he brings out the best in you. its only a way of saying i wouldnt have.
knowing that i hurt you. a lot. that i am the cause of this.
thinking about the things i wanted for us.
being sleepless.
realizing that my heart might be breaking for good.
feeling betrayed.
feeling lost.
feeling lied to. when i havent been.
wanting to die.
seriously wanting to die.you were my love for 3 years now. so sad for me to say that it was one sided.
he will be good for you i hope.
oh what the fuck am i saying. i hope he dies in a horrible way.why would you stay single for so long and keep giving me hope when you had this up your sleeve?
death might be the answer for me.
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MMonroe
I play it off that we were no big deal as a couple and I am over him already, I still feel brokenhearted. Even though I am already in my mid 20’s, he was my first real boyfriend and I finally lost my virginity with him. I talked to him more in 4 months than I had my “best” friend of 15 years. After waiting so long (24 years) to be emotionally and physically close to someone, how long will I have to wait a second time? I was so happy, but now I feel alone again…
forget then 4:27 pm on March 25, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
I’m so sorry.
Talking helps, I promise.
Vent on here, or to the people who love you.
It will be ok once you let it out.
demon 5:21 pm on March 25, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
it really hard for me to just let it out
my memorey is a scaring one and i am scared it will just return itself
as history does so many times