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moontissues
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lavieboheme
yesterday i was scared that if i felt him, even through his pants, it’d become all he wants.
today, when we were holding hands in the hall, he put my hand there… and then last hour, he hugged me, and pulled me to him, and asked if i could feel how hard he was.
im scared i was right.
i love him.
but i want a real relationship.
we’re 15, and we’ve been together 5 months total, with a one wweek break in there.
he cheated on me with his best (female) friend. he wanted to prove to her it was worth it to stay alive, and so they played the nervous game.
i feel like im in competition with her for his attention, coz she fakes sad every single day. i dont know what to do anymore. i cry about this more than i would like to.
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You Look But Do Not See
Honestly, if i met a guy online and we’ve been talking for years and he’s never made a move… would it be cool to add him to my friends list right? Becuase like if something bad was gonna happen he wouldn’t have taken the time to get to know me over all the years…. right? And like even though he keeps asking i think he just wants to be firends … ? I really want to, i’m just scared…. i dunno i think he might have a crazy girlfirend who will beat me up….? or an X who is going to hate me and come down and beat me up … ? Or something like that? Is it possible? He says he doesn’t, and i do trust him … urgh! Let me know ASAP please! =)
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angelstar8712
hi all…… i’m not too sure how i am feeling today
I am kinda irrationally happy but yet again I’m a little disappointed. Why is it that it is so hard to start dating again after a relationship has ended? Have I been out of the game for too long to be able to pick up on hints, signals and body language? I really hope not because I really like this guy…. I mean really really like him and that’s a big thing for me…. Any help would be appreciated
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Chemistry
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scp
whenever i see a pair of scissors i really want to cut my skin. i don’t know why, because i don’t want to die, i don’t want the attention, and i don’t really like blood or pain. it doesn’t even have to be on my arm. leg, shoulder, finger..as long as i can get a red stripe.
i get frustrated if i can’t make myself bleed a little bit. i feel awful because there are people that do it to kill themselves, and also people who do it for attention, and i’m neither. i feel like i don’t even know who i am when i look at the cuts. and i can’t stop, no matter how scared i get when people see them and i have to feed them a fake story. -
anon650
I don’t know why but for some reason, snowglobes make me really sad. I can’t stop looking at them and they are very beautiful but they often bring me to tears. I’m a guy…
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bettysholiday
I fell head over heals for this guy, and we only dated for I dont know…. a month… and he broke up with me because of his own reasons. I still think about him every day, and hes decided he wanted to be friends a couple months ago….. and its just gotten worse, because everytime I see him, I cry afterwards. So I have deleted his number and havnt been on aim or myspace in a couple days and its just been better……. my mind is better. Its better to make a clean ending.
But the guy I met him through, his best friend, whom Ive become very close friends with over the year too. I care what he thinks.
Ive started dating this guy, whom I’ve also met through my friend. And were hitting it off.
But I always wonder what my friend thinks of me, dating his closest friend, and now his other friend. We can get into these deep discussions, me and my friend, but we will avoid the two boys I have and am dating. Its hard not to think about what it would be like dating my friend. I think about how great of a friend he is and what a wonderful person he is. He also has a girlfriend. But I tell myself I shouldnt be thinking these things even if its not that often because I would be a horrible person if I did.
pd0815 11:31 am on February 24, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
If he already has a girlfriend, and i guess you already knew about her, how did you get hurt? I really doubt this guy has issues with confrontation. no one really does. I has more to do with convenience and being a asshole. The people he has “destroyed”… i mean… who allows that to happen to themselves these days? If it’s true then they’ve allowed themselves to be destroyed. You were used if he already has a girlfriend. he’s not only a user but a cheater as well and that’s just the crap you know about. good luck getting the truth from him. I like trying to guess what happened in this drama that has caused you to hurt so. My advise would be to cut your losses because by what you write, he already has.
moontissues 11:36 am on February 24, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
yeah. I didn’t know he had a girlfriend. He left that one out for three months, thanks.
moontissues 11:47 am on February 24, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
but you are right. Not to mention I dont have time for this right now. I have shit to do. I will not let him get to me. He has more issues than anyone I know, but I can’t even know that for sure. Think I’m going to delete this, I should not have posted it in the first place, I was just very upset.