I’m tired I want to sleep I need…
I’m tired. I want to sleep. I need to sleep. Even if I never wake up again
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cryingwolf
Mom it’s not my grandfather’s death I fear…
Mom, it’s not my grandfather’s death I fear, I was never that close to him. *This* is what I fear. The sense that I have no right to be happy when someone is dying, when you are trying to control your emotions despite your worry and grief. When / if he dies, this is what […]
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adeafmute
like him or not you will grieve for him its a natural reaction you shouldnt worry about feeling happy for her you deal with it in your way and she’ll deal in hers.
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aqueousequine
I have been watching my mother struggle with cancer since I was 17, and I am 21 now. She has gone through all the stages of finding it, treating it, remission, and then the dreaded finding it again more times than I would like. Every time feels the same - panic, depression, fear. But she […]
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Saigo_Takamori
I am sorry that you were so young. You were technically a man but still a boy nonetheless. I am sorry that you were deceived. They told you a lie and made you their scapegoat as they hid in the shadows. I’m sorry for your anger, for your hate of Kurdish people. I’m sorry I […]
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Ineedahug.
My little brother killed himself 3 years ago. I still have a really hard time dealing with it, but can’t bring myself to talk to anyone else about it. I can’t afford a therapist, and I don’t see any reason why I should burden anyone else with my problems and negative feelings. But truth be […]
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SlowlyRising
I would gladly give you a hug if I could. Being able to tell other people about your problems isn’t burdening, it’s a sign you trust and care about them. Talk to someone in person.
You need to stop thinking about suicide. I don’t think it’s what you really want, and more importantly, I don’t think it’s what your brother would want.
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quiteabitch
HUUUGSGGSSSSS!!
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La
I’m sorry. Hugs
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nothing but me
If I could I would hug you till your bones crack
Love
S.
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Kristin
My imagination scares the hell out of me.
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codedarmes
ummmmm my confession is that i killed ur gold fish
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zack
and because I have no where else to say it- I didn’t attempt suicide just once last year. It was three times. Next time it’ll really count.
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yellowroses
i have no idea what to say, except please don’t. all i can do is beg for you not to. i admit, i probably am NO help, but please know that you really can have a great future ahead if you’re willing to hang in there.
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dyminism
do it if its what you really want. just make you’re sure.
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codedarmes
so how did u commit suicide 3 times? IT ONLY TAKES ONCE. u must even suck at commuting suicide
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lolarunsfast
don’t do it. I’m with yellowroses on this, if you stick it out, things will change. Life has its ups and downs, but you’ll never get to experience those highs if you end it now. The low points hurt like hell, but things will change.
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lifelost
I wish i was never born.
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All Time Shannon
*dislike*
Don’t think like that.
Happiness will come.
I promise you that.- Shannon
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broken
thats just silly
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IndividualSameness
Love. The one thing I have for certain, and I don’t even feel it. Love. Where has it gotten me? Lies and misinformation, broken friendships and hell to pay. And yet I yearn to feel it. Love. A feeling of such raw emotion it blinds the senses and renders you hopelessly transfixed on someone you may not […]
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ShastaKey
It’s funny. I feel like all I do anymore is cry, but I think that our crying-related symptoms probably stem from the same disease:
Love.
Fuck it.
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sforzesca
I have made peace with the fact that I could die tomorrow and there might not be a single person who says, “What a tragedy… she had so much potential.”
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CurrerBell
Surely you’ll be surprised at how much you are appreciated as a person by those you know, even if it’s only one or two people. You do have potential, we all do. It’s a cliched thing for me to write, but I feel that it’s true. You’re still alive now, and tomorrow, you will be as well. Use your time now to live up to your potential. It is tricky to realise what it is you should do, but you know, just take things as they come to you. Again, you might be surprised at where they might take you.
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broken
the only reason why people would say that is because you havent put any effort into showing any potential
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ridingthebullet
I’m a genius and I never graduated high school because I went crazy suicidal and had to drop out three times from different places. The multiple hospitalizations didn’t help my family’s finances, either, especially the week at the psych ward. Now that I should be in college, all of my former friends moved away, and […]
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You’re 19. Life isn’t done with you yet.
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Kitty
at 19.. your life is just begining. Starting from today, you should start over. I know its easier said than done, but dying is never the answer to anything. I know on here we can’t possibly know exactly what its like for you. Prove to people how unique and special you are, because i know your special just from reading this Post. Get out there babe, and show this fucked up world what your made of! http://adayinthelifeof-theshannon.blogspot.com/
- Shannon
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Desolate and Forlorn
so go back to school and get your diploma. do it through nightschool or adult education or over the internet even. i think this would be a great start.
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thallie
I am a terrible person.
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D.S
What happened??
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thallie
Jim, my godmother’s husband, who was like a father/grandfather to me, got taken off of chemo a few weeks ago. I had two chances to come home and I missed out on both of them. I didn’t call at all this week. I was coming home to see him.
He died earlier this week. They already had the funeral. No one thought to tell me. I didn’t get to say goodbye. I could’ve if I’d just pulled my head out of my own ass long enough to realize that he was dying and that I couldn’t keep pushing it back.
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D.S
Oh dear.
I am so dramatic. I thought someone else in your life had passed away. Sorry for thinking that, i shouldn’t jump to conclusions
Now listen (read), you aren’t a bad person. No one bothered to tell you about this! So what does it make them?
And yes, sometimes you need to take the initiative to go see a loved one or something, but things haven’t been so bright for you lately and it is understandable for you to have been a little reluctant to go home and visit.I think it may have been the way God intended it to be, you not saying good-bye, that is. A lesson learnt perhaps?
Either way, it is now up to you to say goodbye in your own way, I’m sure Jim will hear you and understand why you didn’t visit him before he passed away.
Don’t beat yourself up about it.
I give my condolences to you and your family,
Daniela
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D.S
I think I just gathered what has happened (If I’m way off disregard the following)
You are not a terrible person.
Please be okay, I’m here to help:
dano0la@yahoo.co.uk, if you want to talk.
I’m so sorry.
Daniela
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D.S
Wait - don’t disregard the bit about you NOT being a terrible person.
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El_Scorcho
I’m so scared now. Suicide not written,…
I’m so scared now. Suicide note written, I think I might finally be able to end this pain. The epicentre of my anguish, and all those surrounding it. So i’ve given up. So here I am. With this knife, the sharpest me and my family own. Blood seeping from my arm. Not fast enough though. The cut […]
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Dreamboat Annie
*hugs tightly*
Don’t ever give up. There’s always a reason to keep going.-
Dreamboat Annie
Your situation will get better.
Just keep hoping.
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Kitty
I love you
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kitty3.14
dexter
If I were married to Dexter (the TV character), I honestly have to say that I would not care that he was a serial killer who only goes after the bad guys. I even enjoy watching him slay all those bad, evil people. I am even thrilled when he gets his kill. I admit this […]
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xorayray333
I completely agree and feel the same. I’m also really really attracted to him, but I’ve always had a thing for dangerous guys. Not really “bad boys”. but Dexter is a perfect example. And I almost see myself in him, with all the pessimistic views on emotion.
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manb91uk
I’m full of a rage and anger that I’m finding harder and harder to displace and escape. It’s like there’s a second person inside of me and all he wants to do is spread vermin and hurt and kill people. I do not know where this rage comes from but even when I’m in the […]
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ridingthebullet
I feel so much the same way. I fear there’s something to me that I don’t know whether or not to befriend.
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manb91uk
It’s just hard because I know I want to help people and try to make the world better - but then there’s a a savage part of me that wants to kill and destroy everything I touch - I don’t know which is my true nature
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Proletariat
I had a dream last night that a doctor gave me 5 years max to live. You think I would have been devastated, but I had never felt so alive and relieved.
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whatupawesome
i secretly hope the same thing.
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Proletariat
The strange thing is that’s the second dream in two weeks about my own death. The first one was much less pleasant.
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xFershox
I sometimes think about my own death and wonder if people would miss me and I get depressed.
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tusks
Oh, man, I can relate so much to that feeling. Imagine you had a deadline? How important that would make things feel?
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itsasecret
i want to kill my ex bestfriend i want to kill my ex boyfriend and i really want them both to stop pretending that they’re in love we all know that they just have no one but themselves. fucking losers. if this is true then why am i alone? oh yeah, because I don’t want […]
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Group.Huggies
So who are the losers? The ones who are together and having a bonerrific time or the person sitting at home bitter and angry and hating on them?
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lauragirl92
You WILL get over it. I know it’s hell now, but if you let it get to you, then they’ll just end up pittying you, if they care enough to do that. Show the bitches up. Regain your confidence and put yourself back out there!
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inlove
I almost know this feeling. The only thing that helped me was to find someone else. And that only happened when I wasn’t looking for someone.
It’s so hard. You have my respect
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evaa
I cant stand my face, or my body. I feel ugly, then okay looking, ten ugly. What tops it off though is that whenever go home i feel isolated and lonely. Im in love with one of my good friends even though I know it will never ever happen. Why wont it ever hapen? Cause […]
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myhomewarddove
hug!
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Aerotan
Sometimes we have to learn to love ourselves before others can learn to love us. If you feel ugly, you’re going to give that impression to other people. But by the same token, if you decide that, no matter how you look you are a beautiful person who can’t be stopped or brought down by other people’s perceptions of you, in turn, other people will see this quality in you, and react to it.
In other words, be your own person and everyone will believe you are as beautiful as you want them to.
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evaa
thanks
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Reta
some times it takes time to have the beauty inside to come out and shine. all through high school and partly through college i felt like the ugly duck then one day i woke up and i was complimented on more than just my mind. not saying it will happen on its own because it took a lot of self-conscious motivation (shallow fears but isn’t that what it is?). you’ll have better years of your life. what good is the best years of your life when its limited to 4?
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evaa
good advice, thank you.
im just going ti firget about the boy, boys are dumb anyways <.<-
Remixer
Not all of us are.
Remixer
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fallforward
If I could give you a hug, I swear.
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immortally.alive
you sound a lil like ME, im 25 though, I have 2 kids, and im a FUCKING weird freak. I have no idea why anyone even has sex with me, i Dont blame my kids dads for abandoning them, i blame my disgusting revolting self. im so ugly, i feel sorry that my kids came out of me, and that they have to see my gross body everyday, im a terrible waste on this earth. im garbage. i hope i die everyday… i’d like to tell u it gets better, but i cant.
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