I have been watching my mother struggle with cancer since I was 17, and I am 21 now. She has gone through all the stages of finding it, treating it, remission, and then the dreaded finding it again more times than I would like. Every time feels the same - panic, depression, fear. But she […]
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aqueousequine
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Saigo_Takamori
I am sorry that you were so young. You were technically a man but still a boy nonetheless. I am sorry that you were deceived. They told you a lie and made you their scapegoat as they hid in the shadows. I’m sorry for your anger, for your hate of Kurdish people. I’m sorry I […]
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MeowMix
I am still feeling overwhelmingly guilty about a series of conversations I participated in with a man other than my boyfriend very early into our relationship. He knows about these conversations but he only knows about the other man’s side of it. Not my side. I love my boyfriend more than anything on this earth. […]
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moontissues
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pd0815
If he already has a girlfriend, and i guess you already knew about her, how did you get hurt? I really doubt this guy has issues with confrontation. no one really does. I has more to do with convenience and being a asshole. The people he has “destroyed”… i mean… who allows that to happen to themselves these days? If it’s true then they’ve allowed themselves to be destroyed. You were used if he already has a girlfriend. he’s not only a user but a cheater as well and that’s just the crap you know about. good luck getting the truth from him. I like trying to guess what happened in this drama that has caused you to hurt so. My advise would be to cut your losses because by what you write, he already has.
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moontissues
yeah. I didn’t know he had a girlfriend. He left that one out for three months, thanks.
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moontissues
but you are right. Not to mention I dont have time for this right now. I have shit to do. I will not let him get to me. He has more issues than anyone I know, but I can’t even know that for sure. Think I’m going to delete this, I should not have posted it in the first place, I was just very upset.
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seasky
I don’t want to do this anymore. Some years ago, I lose myself and now I can’t find myself anymore. I don’t know who I am, and I have no self-control over my actions anyway. Like how people who don’t “work” with education leave it, life and I aren’t working. I don’t know what I’m doing […]
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LieToMeSoftly
I wish I had the right words to tell you, something to help but I feel the same emptiness and loss. Just know you are not alone, others share your pain. It’s never to late to change anything.
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codedarmes
u should go to 4chan.org ya
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Ambriel
More and more, I feel like I should get back in contact with some friends from a few years back. We fell out of touch because I moved overseas, but I’m just not sure I really have much in common with them anymore. I’ve changed a lot in that time (hopefully for the better) and […]
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zack
and because I have no where else to say it- I didn’t attempt suicide just once last year. It was three times. Next time it’ll really count.
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yellowroses
i have no idea what to say, except please don’t. all i can do is beg for you not to. i admit, i probably am NO help, but please know that you really can have a great future ahead if you’re willing to hang in there.
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dyminism
do it if its what you really want. just make you’re sure.
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codedarmes
so how did u commit suicide 3 times? IT ONLY TAKES ONCE. u must even suck at commuting suicide
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lolarunsfast
don’t do it. I’m with yellowroses on this, if you stick it out, things will change. Life has its ups and downs, but you’ll never get to experience those highs if you end it now. The low points hurt like hell, but things will change.
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JustAGirl
I feel so awful. I was really drunk and had a quicky with my best friend’s boyfriend. I didn’t mean to. But now I can’t stop thinking of him sexually and he convinced me to sleep with him again. I feel so awful, I had an anxiety attack and broke down one night. I love […]
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Canyoureadmymind
My heart is broken. But its not because of you. I would never give you that much credit. I broke my own heart isnt that what you would say? It was all my fault everything is all my fault. I could be hit by a car in a crosswalk and it would be my fault. […]
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codedarmes
good
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loveless1
I feel like a freak and I don’t know wh…
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pd0815
This sounds like a lot of pre-relationship OCD. Did you create some kind of list of guidelines that someone needs to fall into to have a workable relationship with you? If so, that’s crap and it will always bite you in the end.
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loveless1
nevermind
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pd0815
what fetish? I haven’t seen one. but maybe my tolerance is way to high to notice anymore.
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ishouldbeokaysomehow
I agree with pd0815. You don’t seem to have any fetish. It’s all in your head. And you DON’T sound like a freak. I get the same way too. You’re overanalyzing your situation a bit much. I’m sure you’re going to find one girl, who will make you feel comfortable, trust me. And for the meanwhile, take it easy. Take one step at a time.
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heartoverflow
this guilt is killing me
I think I have cheated in every relationship I’ve been in. I don’t know if it’s a sex addiction or what it is. I post naked pictures on websites among other ways and I don’t know why I do it. I’ve always been confused and hated what I do. Sometimes I’ve stopped seeing people for […]
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bobburgster
Ugh, it sounds like you are depressed…..searching for happiness in the physical pleasures. Though enjoyable, you won’t find what you are looking for there.
Therapist can be pretty intimidating people to be truthful to. They know you, document everything, and what is said to them follows you the rest of your life, regardless of privacy laws.
Anonymity on the web, in a good forum, can help you immensely. You can be truthful, and take or leave the advice that is given. Try our small group, we have a great group of members who are very helpful. I’m not doing this as a spam, what you said really hit me. Either way, good luck.
http://www.grouphugforum.com
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jinjunjun
I think I need to change who I am, but I though I had changed so much already. I am just not there yet. I haven’t changed at all. Why am I such a cunt? What I did yesterday was so, so,so wrong and selfish and vindictive. I am sorry, man. I just can’t help […]
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fruit-girl
i love ,music i love making music but, im terrible my lyrics are shit, my gutar playing is like that of a 6 year old, i feel like im letting my drummer singer and bassist down coz well atleast they are trying
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All Time Shannon
I often write song lyrics. All it takes is knowing how to word things. Usually it’s harder to write songs when you are trying to. Just let it flow. When an idea comes to you. The song will flow.
- Shannon
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sforzesca
It turns out that you can’t take responsibility for somebody else’s happiness…
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sforzesca
Not really. At least, I don’t believe it. Sure we try - and it’s certainly not wrong to try - but we can’t hope to be responsible for something so personal to other people. We can’t really understand what it’s like to be someone else: the best we can hope for is to just help them find their own strength and passively encourage them to stay on the right track.
Maybe it’s more of a matter of temperament instead of experience.
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raven
happiness is a choice. i’ve seen people who have been dealt a fkn awful hand, and they’re way happier than me. coz its a choice to be happy and have a fulfulling life, or to be miserable and let the bad things consume you and turn you sour…
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heiwa
I’m in a long distance relationship, but I started a relationship with another woman. I couldn’t end the preexisting relationship. I didn’t tell her about the girlfriend I already had. It went on for five months, until I ended it because I couldn’t stand my lies and guilt anymore. I liked being with her, and […]
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Kitty
You are most deffinetly not a monster.
- Shannon
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rubies
They might not be a monster, but yeah it’s going to hurt for some time. At least you’ve learned.. it’s unfortunate you’ve had to put yourself and others through so much pain to learn this lesson.
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trappedinside555
Goldfish Guilt
I am feeling extremely guilty right now because I used to pick my goldfish up out of the tank and then put them on the floor to try and catch them… None ever died but it couldn’t have been fun for them. Oh how sick and twisted…
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secondchancesx3
haha thats kind of funny. but your right, they prolly didnt enjoy it much!!
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lekink
I know it is shameful, but I love the experience of rimming a woman and hearing her exclamations when I do it. I am fantasizing about rimming a woman, while she straddles and rides another guy. I insist on the woman being freshly bathed, but still I feel guilty when I realize how excited it […]
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Remixer
I’m the same.
Except, replace that other man with another woman.
Remixer
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zdeph
Gah! I just want to figure out how to suggest this sort of thing to my fiance.
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stellar
Have you ever brought up the idea of anal play with her?
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zdeph
HIM. I’m female. And even mentioning the word anal kills his mood. I’ve just about given up on it, really.
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Opheliac87
omg that sounds soooo hot
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BJ
Ok…am I missing something? What exactly is “rimming”? I’m always down to try crazy new things with my b/f !
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WillPower
“Rimming” is licking a person’s asshole. Its also called rimjob, asslicking, and analingus. Its very pleasurable for most people. Its especially hot when a woman does it to a man. If you want your man hard for another bout, try it- I’ll bet you anything he gets hard in no time… I’m stiff just typing this. Heh.
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sandalwood7
dont feel guilty!it is only religion and all that shit that makes us feel guilty. i know that women like itand what is wrong with it if two people get pleasure from it? if you feel guilty about it then it wont work because the girl will feel like shit. you will be a better lover for it. good lover = open minded. stop feeling guilty and get on with it!!
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WillPower
I totally get this, man. Its not all that weird.
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pd0815 1:00 pm on March 1, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
I’m curious as to what made the msn guy creepy. Was it that he knew you had a bf and were happy with him? or that he just kept coming on to you after you declined his advances? was his online name “goober”? I guess some people just feel guilty when little things they actually enjoy happen. This bothers you so much that i think you’re not sorry for it. In fact i would bet you enjoyed it. keep it a guilty pleasure.
yellowroses 4:34 pm on March 1, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
is it possible to confess to your bf now? it sounds like the best solution, since you would feel guilty about destroying the convos anyway. (then again, what do i know.)