I hated you for so damn long. I was a hateful, spiteful little bitch. And not to sound like more of a bitch, but you were an ass too. You even confessed to it. And I would have done anything to make you feel like shit. And I told everyone about how horrible you were. […]
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Lethal Love
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immortally.alive
i totally force myself everyday to wake up, i have to tell myself everyday, that my life is worth living, i have to look at the total disgusting disappointment in the mirror, as I put on my eyeliner and try not to cry…
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Jasmine
i can’t believe you guys. i thought i could trust you - i thought you were my friends. guess i was wrong. five out of my seven closest friends that go to my school are talking about me behind my back. calling me selfish, calling me pathetic, making me sound like a monster. apparently one of my friends feels […]
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Jasmine
since i can’t edit my post and i forgot to add this on: i know you lurk grouphug sometimes, molly. don’t think about emailing me, don’t think about saying sorry. i’m over you.
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lifelost
agreed. Drop them like a bad habit. get some people who will get your back. i dont know about other people and i dont presume to speak for them but i am the type of person who will have your back and if you needed it give my life to save my friends
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quiteabitch
Those are the kind that are not worh it. The kind who youre only friends with just cause youre with them at school. One thing though, no offense, but are you selfish?
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Jasmine
selfish can be judged in many ways. everything a human does is selfish - if you help someone, it’s to make yourself feel good. a selfish desire.
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lethe
my first time was oral sex with my cousin.. since then acted a terrible skank tortured innocent animal sick with hate
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pd0815
this is hot.
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tiboug
It’s over. I can’t believe my greatest fear has been realized & you don’t even have the courage to admit it to my face. Instead, you try to convince me that I’m too emotionally unstable & completely illogical & they are the source of all these “crazy” thoughts & accusations. And all this time you […]
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pd0815
I think that what you aren’t understanding is that what is unstable and illogical to one person may not be to another. Yes people will use whatever they can in a pinch against you. I would like to know what you were thinking and accusing this person of doing?
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fuzzfrogbunny
Where can I find seeds of forgiveness? I want to plant them so they can grow inside of me, but I have forgotten where to find them. I also wonder if I have been forgiven. Will I ever be? (Mom, why do you still hate me for things I did when I was 2, 4, 8, […]
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finnley
Feelings
People are so selfish, they only care about themselves, they don’t care if it ruins you.
I can’t help but want to kill myself, but i’m strong enough not to do that, because then they will win. There’s nthing i can do, majority of my friends believe this rumour about me, even though it’s not true.
I hate feeling like this, but it’s all because of one person, he’s out to destroy me.. And saddly enough it is working.. not that he knows.You win, you asshole. I’m leaving and i’m not coming back.
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SolomonTummler
I’m trying to keep from being depressed. For once I’ve had happiness for longer than 4 minutes. It’s been a week and I’ve been happy. So happy I’ve been paranoid. I just want to keep being happy…after 2 years of depression, I need to be happy. I need to be around people that can help me be happy. […]
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lifelost
happiness is strange after depression. dont rush into it. take it in strides. its like withdrawl for lack of something better to phrase it as. you’re so used to being depressed happiness is hurting all at once. take it in strides.
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pd0815
Do the attempts at getting girls to video chat with you ever work?
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SolomonTummler
I don’t ask them to video chat. I just ask to chat in general… and usually it isn’t just girls.
Sometimes it does. If it doesn’t, I’m not bothered. For the most part I just look for people to talk to
You’re really bad at trolling by the way.
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pd0815
that’s because i’m not a troll.
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hi, how are you
How could you? HOW COULD YOU?! I wish you realized. You hurted me and you don’t give a shit about it. You don’t even know you hurted me because you’re an insensitive, selfish bitch. I was so stupid… You used me! You were my friend because I was the only one who was patient enough […]
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lcdoggy
Wow your thinking exactly what i was thinking today when i found out she had that boyfriend that i like but i dont know about his small d***…. thanks for showing me its not just me who had/has a bitch of a friend
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nothing but me
You’re welcome =)
(By the way, I don’t like her boyfriend. He’s a jerk.)
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thallie
My mother is drunk, and therefore it is officially Christmas. I was so happy… so, so happy, because I thought this would be the year that everything would change. But no. Stupid hopes. Fuck my life. I need to cheer up. I have so much to be thankful for. But that doesn’t change the fact that […]
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Chemistry
I wish grouphug still had the ‘hug’ function. Since I have no better words ):
-e-hug- I hope things get better.
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dreamerbrandon
So im 16 but don’t go to school no job no GED no gf no true friends im trying to go back to school so i can just play soccer and i learn my ex been having sex with her best friends josh while we was dating she wanted to have sex but i said […]
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Raldamore
What is my sin, you ask? That’s quite the question. We all are sinners, those who do not admit simply are afraid of the truth. But I rather tell the truth, I suppose. It’s not like I am meeting anyone who’ll ever read this…I hope. Well, I hate. I hate since this week. And not […]
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no refunds
i think sin is different for everyone. sin is the product of your own personal ethics. which is why the church tried to make it more regimented with the clear cut sins, but it ain’t that easy.
well there are exceptions i think. the one exception is, anything thats takes away someones willpower, knowingly hurts them irreparably, that is a true sin.
own that motherfucker
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immortally.alive
OK. I admit it. I’m FUCKING insane. I want to hurt people, i want sex all the time, sometimes i punch myself in the arms to see bruises the next day. I Have been eating nothing. I’ve been drinking redbulls, and alcohol, and smoking cigarettes for 5 days now. i’m hypoglycemic, so they all get […]
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its.cold.inside11
oh no. ohnoohno. go for a bike ride and eat a salad. you can be okay. i promise.
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IndividualSameness
Love. The one thing I have for certain, and I don’t even feel it. Love. Where has it gotten me? Lies and misinformation, broken friendships and hell to pay. And yet I yearn to feel it. Love. A feeling of such raw emotion it blinds the senses and renders you hopelessly transfixed on someone you may not […]
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ShastaKey
It’s funny. I feel like all I do anymore is cry, but I think that our crying-related symptoms probably stem from the same disease:
Love.
Fuck it.
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scp
i think i hate my mom. i know, i know, i’m supposed to love her, and i’m trying hard right now but I’m tired of it. I’m tired of striving for her approval and never getting it. I want to give up. I’m tired of her being a bitch to me when I’m trying so […]
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thallie
I understand this. Believe me, I do. There are a billion times a day where I think how easy it would be to just stop speaking to her and never look back. But someone on here told me something, and it’s really stuck with me:
Oftentimes, the people who deserve our love the least need it the most.
I know it’s hard, but she is your mother. I didn’t speak to mine for three months last summer. I moved to another state in that time. And, honestly? As much as I hate her, and as much as I hate all that she’s done to me and, I know, will continue to do to me, it really sucked to not talk to her.
I wish there was something I could say to make it better, but there isn’t. Just try to grin and bear it. It’s all you can do, really.
I wish you the very, very best.
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fmlylife.
i think im gonna stop coming here. its useless for me now. i honestly just dont care about anything. my future, my past, my current, anything. i feel useuless, abused, mistreated, not appreciated, un loved, a complete fuck up. thats all i am, and all i will ever be, untell the day i die. even […]
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D.S
Live life on what you think about yourself. Not on what other people think about you.
You know you haven’t been doing anything wrong, so don’t give up hope.
I wish you all the best in life, and I promise you I do not think you’re a fuck no matter what.
Good luck with it all,
Daniela
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D.S
Sorry, I don’t think you’re a ‘fuck up’.
Daniela
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secondchancesx3
Don’t stop. We all care. Best wishes to you if you do stop though.
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camomile
Thats not nice to be told things like that and someone to treat you like that,that you are not good enough this and that.Dont listen to that s*** and crap,to me that is for small kids not for adults to talk like that who should have respect for each other.That is so hurting to be told things like that,I would slap him on the face who ever it is.Who has the right to tell you that whatever you do is not right,i think she is judgementall she should look at herself.There is people who can really badly make your self-esteem bad and I really hate them.Those kind of people think they are all that and in love withthemselfs well i am not in lvoe with them,too badddddddddddd.
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SolomonTummler
It’s been two years, and a girl I once called the love of my life is so far out of my life it isn’t even funny. Yet I can’t let go. I pretty much posted my life’s story a long time ago, but now, things have gotten bad. I’ve tried letting her go, getting her out […]
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caruso
I don’t really know what to say other than that I’m going through much of the same stuff you are, even down to the two years. I hate it.
I feel like I’ve blown the biggest chance of my life.
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SolomonTummler
Feels exactly like that. If there was some way to get her back, I’d do it in a heartbeat.
It’s odd not being able to let go for two years. I kept telling myself “it’s a little over a year” only to discover it’s been two years. I keep telling myself that two years is too long to hurt over something like this.
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D.S
Something similar has happened to me, but the difference is that it has been barely two months. I’m afraid of it. I don’t want to be stuck, two years on, and still thinking about that same person.
I hope you do fall in love again, SolomonTummler and caruso.
I hope I do too.
Daniela
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D.S
I just read your earlier confession… I want to cry.
She gave you that whole “I still care about you, even though i don’t love you anymore” spiel, too. And tried acting like the bigger person. You know why? Because they KNOW they hold the cards. They KNOW they are the ones that ended it, and thusly feel that they are the rational ones out of the two of you.
I know exactly how you feel.
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SolomonTummler
It drove me insane, because at first I didn’t want to say anything, because I was afraid they would make me seem crazy and desperate.
Only for it to happen two years later, where I call her, and seem desperate. They aren’t the bigger person, they’re just horribly manipulative. It’s like they’re fighting dirty. Treating me like I don’t know anything…like a child.
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thallie
Reading this scares the hell out of me, because my relationship is rocky right now, and losing him would be the worst thing I could possibly imagine. I want to marry this man. I want to have his children, and grow old with him. I’ve been telling myself that if we do break up, I’d get over it and move on, but there’s a deep part of me that very much believes that I would never love again after him. Reading this makes me believe that part even more…
I pray, with all of my heart, that you will find the strength to move on, and that a new and better love will come into your life. I hope you find the truest, purest love in the world. You deserve it after all you’ve been through. My hope is a little selfish, too… I hope that you find that love so that you can prove there is hope for the rest of us.
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D.S
Thallie…
Well said.
But believe me when I say that you will, all of you will, move on. It seems insane right now, the thought of dating and seeing other people, because it isn’t what you want. I was rejecting the thought myself, I still do when I think about intimacy and whatnot. But you know, relationships pass, and you learn to grow and love again with another.
Humans weren’t made for one person - we were made for many, to reproduce… it’s just that our emotions got in the way.
Goddamnit I hate being so emotional.
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SolomonTummler
Thank you thallie. I hope that I can find the strength as well. I also hope that your love is also the truest for you as well. Even if it isn’t the one you’re with right now.
I appreciate your prayers and I hope we can all find healing.
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iixshoxoff
I wish i could tell you it gets better, but it doesn’t. Love never fades. But I promise you, there is someone out there who you can also love. Two years again here, and everytime I see him my stomach drops to my knees and I forget how to speak. But, I’m engaged, and I do honestly believe my fiance is the love of my life. And I never thought I would feel that way about anyone else. Love fades, but never dies. You will, someday, be happy.
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andrewmcdan
I hate you
I hate everyone. Not in the way a kid hates vegetables, or how a man hates the woman he loved who then cheated on him, took his kids and everything he owned and then slept with his brother. But rather I hate everyone with an indescribable passion that is truly remarkable. To the point that […]
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Nostalgia
Yeah, it’s funny how it works that way.
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McNaughty
You know how sometimes you want to find something out, then when you do you really wish that you hadn’t? Today as like that for me. I found out something about someone I know. Sometimes we talk on MSN or something, occasionally we meet and do other things. I know she has other people like […]
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Dan-Yella
“…. probably going to turn out to be just like 95%+ of all the other women out there: just another whore”
Where did you get a stat like that?
I should just slot you into the Typical Asshole Male category just for saying that, but I won’t because you are just being irrational.
You’re young (I’m assuming), live your life, and have some fun. This girl is only one little part of whatever else is instore for you.
And hey, who knows? Sometimes things happen the way you want them to when you least expect it.
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McNaughty
I’ve changed it to be a little more correct now.
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TheBackground
I wish I could tell her that she is beautiful and already skinny enough. That she does not need to starve herself like this, she doesn’t need to smoke cigarettes to lose weight, and eating normally is the best way to stay healthy. You are skinny and beautiful! Have faith in yourself! I wish I […]
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quiteabitch 8:21 am on July 26, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
What’s wrong? Cause this sound too much like me an year ago and I think I can help.