All I want is to be an author. That’s all. I could live with no one reading my books, with having to work at a fast food restaurant for a living, if I had two things: someone to publish my novels, and a TV Tropes page for them. That’s my dream. But I’m only fifteen, and […]
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betterleftbroken
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LadyAdelaide
I really don’t understand. Perhaps it’s just because I’m much too old to be unfamiliar with this. So… you actually might care a bit? Oh, that couldn’t possibly be. It doesn’t work like that. It just… doesn’t. I’m supposed to chase you and cling too hard and then it all falls apart. It’s not supposed […]
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quiteabitch
I really really really like this =) Im glad you’re happy
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WhiteQueen
I’m helping a 14-year-old gay boy on Omegle get over his first boyfriend. I feel like I’m really making a difference in his life. Eddie, you may not ever see this, but if you do…God bless. Christina
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quiteabitch
You Give Me Hope.
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adeafmute
how do you Know your gay at 14 i knew nothing at 14 and i know very little more now lol
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phoenixgirrl
He asked me out. We really hit it off and he seemed to like me a lot. We dated a few months. When I got back from my Christmas break in China, he asked me what I wanted to do this summer because he couldn’t stand being apart. Three days later his ex doesn’t even […]
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demon
first of all i am happy you meet this new guy
cause now you know
not all guyies are like that
not all of them is that messed upyou should try and stop hating yourself
for the past, i bet it already been hard enoughthis is guy sound cute
so please don’t give him up and don’t give yourself up as well
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confusedtrio
Hide and Seek, balancing feelings
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confusedtrio
How do you tell someone what you cant?
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itsme1
This is getting bad
I have tried being happy lately. I really do hate being down and I am normally an upbeat person. I am usually telling my wife to be more positive…The truth is, I hate my life. I feel like the last 14 years have been a waste. I messed up and put myself in a situation […]
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GraingerGuy
You’re seriously $100K in debt? Credit card debt? Time for bankruptcy my friend. It’ll get the creditors to stop calling and will give you a plan and peace of mind. Call an attorney. That’s one way to start.
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Y ask Y
Hey man. It’s never too late. There’s a saying that you have to eat an Elephant in small bites. Right now I’m sure it looks insurmountable, but even the smallest step towards change might create an Avanlanche towards something greater.
There’s truth in your post, and certainty. The certainty is that if you don’t make a change of some kind, you’re right, your life is guaranteed to be ass until the grave. Hope will come from change, man. It won’t just fall out of the sky. And that’s frightening and it’s shit and it sucks, but that’s how it is.
I don’t know about the debt. But I do know about no having much money to go around. The money has nothing to do with your ability to interact with your kids. Being a great dad is free. It’s just a matter or perspective, and if you don’t have money, ingenuity. You can do it.
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bobburgster
file for bankruptcy
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Y DO I LUV U
wtf
i read good quotes about moving on and never giving up hope… but im losing hope. i feel we’re drifting apart.. i know i f***ed up, and now im paying for it.. you have school and work. and you’re under a lot of stress. i understand that. u say you’re a bad gf and u cant […]
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All Time Shannon
She sounds a bit like me, half the time I don’t know what’s wrong with me either. What you need to do, Is not think you have done something wrong. Because there’s a large possibility that you are not the one who has upset her or made her happy, because if it was.. She probably would have already told you. Just be there for her, don’t ask questions about what’s wrong and how you can help. That will make things worse. Be the great boyfriend you are, text her randomly and tell her you love her and soon enough her frown will turn upside down. Good luck *hug*
- Shannon, x
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All Time Shannon
Unhappy* I meant -__-
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Y DO I LUV U
its just really hard. cause she says maybe she doesnt wanna be happy.. and my insticnt is to make her happy.. like this morning i was gunna drive over and put a not on her car that said i love you. and i told her, and she got kinda mad. cause i was changing.. but its not fair cause she is also changing.. and she says at times she isnt happy in the relationship..
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All Time Shannon
I know what you mean, it is hard. And don’t forget it must be hard for her too. Things will get better in time, but try not to rush it. I know you want things to get better, while it fixes itself and she has a bit of thinkig space. You just have to try and stay positive. On the bright side of things… Try listening to owl citys album; ocean eyes. (NOT fireflies, that’s overrated)
Don’t forget I’m here if you need to talk- Shannon
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All Time Shannon
“we must accept finite dissapointment, but never lose infinate hope” - Martin Luther King Jr.
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capitolp
I feel like I need to mention a couple more things so that I can acknowledge them as issues. I’ll make them quick. First thing, I heard my fiance and her brother talking in the next room while I was (supposedly) asleep. He proceeded to criticize me about things, especially things I have no control of. […]
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ClosetAthiest
I had given up on African-American guys, until I met him. To me it seemed that there was not even a single black man out there that could live up to my standards, let alone be in a relationship with me. Every black guy I met seemed as if he was uneducated, obnoxious, or ignorant. […]
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Megoosh
I hate that I want a family so badly. It seems like the only guys who show any interest only want sex. Dont get me wrong, I love sex, but I want more than that. I have never had this problem before in my life. Its always been that guys were tripping over their feet […]
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immortally.alive
I understand you completely, i’ve got the same life in mind, i want to have a family, i want to have the home, the cat, the fish tank, the kids, lol everything, i want to be in a big happy family! I’ve been told that I am intimidating, maybe its because i know what i want, n maybe its gonna take a really strong man to take that on. Just keep ur head up, n it’ll happen eventually!
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thallie
I’m back at school — this past week with him was glorious. As I fell asleep in his arms last night, I remembered what it’s like to feel loved and like I was the most important thing in his world. As we sat, making a shelving unit just for kicks, I watched him smile, his […]
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TheAllAmericanReject
If he has hurt you before, chances are he will again. Go with your gut instinct, if you don’t think you can trust him, you probobly shouldn’t. I hope for the best though!
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thallie
Happy tonight for the first time in a while (: I get to see him tomorrow, and, despite being apprehensive all week, I’m actually excited now. Really, really excited.
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D.S
Good to hear
Have fun! Let me know how it goes.
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CurrerBell
Wonderful, I’m glad to hear you’re happy, Thallie.
Hope it all goes down well.
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thallie
I realized today that, even though he’s being kind of a jerk, he still loves me very much. I feel safe for the first time in a long time that he’s not going to leave me, and that this is just a phase that I’m going to have to ride out. And, you know? I […]
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SolomonTummler
Perhaps you are that proof of true love. I’m glad you’re with someone who loves you. I’m glad you’re with someone you can love regardless of their faults.
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jghost
It’s not a sin, and I’m not complaining. I just wanted to share with you all the recent transformation. Just a few weeks ago, I was, like many people here, in a rough patch. I was never suicidal luckily, but only because I am a coward. I hated waking up from sleep…sleep was my only […]
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oxymoronish
Good for you! I hope you’ll stay together for long
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D.S
I am so so so so so so so so happy for you.
No idea.
And i feel good that i encouraged someone to take a leap of faith.
All the best,
Daniela
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thallie
He was considerate today, getting on and talking to me, and being, well… almost his old self. Almost, not quite, but almost. I know I’ll only end up getting burned again, but the flashes of the man I love are worth it. The group he’s hanging around now, the ones that changed him for the worse, […]
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thallie
Today, for the first time in a long time, I was genuinely happy for most of the day.
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chrysler5thavenue
well whoop-di-doo
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D.S
I’m so happy for you.
And, Chrysler5thavenue? How about you take a look at Thallie’s past confessions before you decide to be a party pooper. If you are actually being sincere, then i take that whole bit back.
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unknown
damn keyboard rage.
i’m happy for you thallie, i’m sure that felt liberating and great, remember that feeling and try to find it every day
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thallie
I am letting myself get hopeful after last night. I am afraid it will only end in tears, but I can’t help but hope all the same.
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Dan-Yella
Is everything okay?
Hope can be a terrible thing when things are a little uncertain.
Daniela
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thallie
Everything is okay. Peachy keen in fact. I am concerned that it won’t last.
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beachbarbie
don’t be concerned. when you’re concerned you can’t fully enjoy it.
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Dan-Yella
I’ll let you in on a little secret of mine. I am the Prophet of Doom, if there ever was one.
During the whole period I was in that relationship, I was constantly vocal (to others and to him) about how the relationship probably wouldn’t last, because we we’re both young (I’m 18, he’s 21) and because I was preparing myself for the worst. Secretly, I was hopeful it would work out, deep down.
Essentially, I convinced myself that the relationship would fail.
Whatever you do, just, don’t worry about “What if?”
Take a leap of faith… just try not be hopeful. Remain slightly impassive. Or at least try to.
Daniela
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patcarson
the best thing about crying is that i don’t think it can kill you. a lot of times it helps! so give it a shot. what’s the worst that can happen? something really bad? we’ve all been through really bad things before, and here we are. also, you can always laugh. i’ve seen people laugh in the absolute worst of circumstances. i don’t want to breach any confidences by describing the exact circumstances in which i saw the most inspirational laugh, but let’s let it suffice to say that the laugh transcended the hospital.
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hopelesslyhannah83
Like
I met you yesterday and I’m already liking you. You have everything going for you and you know exactly what you want. I really want to get to know you. I hope you want to get to know me.
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discoinferno
I fell in love with a guy online almost 3 years ago. He found a girlfriend, moved on… I didn’t. We hardly ever get to talk lately, but when we do, I swear I’m at my happiest. Even though I know we will never be together, some insane, desperate part of me still fantasizes that […]
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jdeutchman
i fell in love with a girl online some years ago, and eventually we met and were together in love for one summer. she moved on, mostly, and it took me the last year to do the same. there are still feelings for her i will never overcome. likewise i haven’t loved anyone like that since. one day we may reunite, and i will continue to look forward to that day.
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CheeryPie
Aw babe, you shouldn’t be so pessimistic. I went through the same exact thing. Now I am completely over it and happier than ever.
I had an online relationship with this amazing guy for almost 3 years. Suddenly, one day, he just moved on. I was devastated and I honestly believed I would never find anyone else like him. I wanted to give up on love. Then, a year later, I met the love of my life.
What I’m trying to say is: you will eventually find someone. Someone better. Someone who will make you completely forget about this one.
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secondchancesx3
i’m so happy im not alone. not the only one to have an online crush. even tho i have never met this guy and he lives 4 hours away he is literally my best friend. he knows everything about me and im pretty sure i know most about him. and im falling for him so hard. And i feel stupid whenever i tell people how happy he makes me and how much i smile when i see his name appear on my phone. I fantasize about the day we meet and what we are going to do and how we are going to realize we need to be together and since we have met we can now make it happen. We just cant make any drastic measures now since we havnt even met ya know? Lol i feel stupid saying it here!! I have never told anyone about the fantisizing part…lol. But anywho. Although i know none of that may never happen its still fun to think it would. And i hold on the the hope that it will happen like that. Anyways. the point of this reply really was to just say, im glad im not alone.
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jdeutchman
my love was 5 hours away. we started talking in 2004 and finally met in summer of 2008. those 7 times we met that summer were the best times of my life. and that first time was sublime and magical beyond words
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secondchancesx3
i know it will be magical the day we meet. and i hope we see each other more then seven times. and i hope it dosnt take me 4 years to meet him. =(
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likelivingtheworld 1:11 pm on June 4, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply
Hey, I don’t know you, I’m fifteen too. I love writing, it’s what I live for, it’s the only thing that keeps me sane sometimes, most of the time. And I know exactly how you feel; I’d love for someone, anyone to publish my work, just to hear me out, just for someone to even to tell me I suck. I know your drive to get published, your drive to get your voice out there, your drive to think you could change the views of someone else in the world. And I’d love to read what you’ve written, even if it never gets published, even if I’m just some strange girl who you don’t know who believes in you, and wants to read the work of another teen who writes. Would you be interested? I know it’s a long shot, but I think its worth it. You interested?
quiteabitch 8:56 am on June 6, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply
Hey, if you don’t mind me getting involved… I’m fifteen too and I understand both of you perfectly. Writing feels like my only escape from society. Sometimes I feel my only vaguely possible opportunity to be an artist lies in there. I feel too that I want to touch people with my words, let them see oher points of vew and inspire lives… But what knocks me out is not really knowing how making people understand all the feelings that lie behind someone’s writing or if mine will ever really be good enough. Anyhow, same as likelivingtheworld… Id love to read what you(both) write and listen. I’d love to tell you what I think and believe in you and be a support to achieve that dream. I dont know, but just having someone read and help out, would surely make me feel heard. Here’s my email if any of you want to send me anything: @hotmail.com">restrepo.margarita@hotmail.com
betterleftbroken 2:15 am on June 11, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply
I appreciate the support, both of you. And if I had anything worth reading to show you, I would. But all I have right now is a 65,000-word first draft which I wrote for National Novel Writing Month and haven’t edited whatsoever. Once I’ve figured out just how drastically the first draft needs to be changed, and what those changes need to be, I’ll start writing the second draft. But once again, thank you both. I feel better after reading your comments; it’s good to know that I’m not alone.
likelivingtheworld 4:25 pm on June 12, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply
No of course you’re not alone. Nevertheless, I’d love to read what you’ve written, no matter how rough, if you’re interested. My email is aherr77@gmail.com. I’m more than sure it’s worth reading, and if you’d like I can give you feedback/comments as well.