I’m in my first relationship ever and it’s with a woman who is six years older than I am. Before me, she said she had one boyfriend a few years ago that only lasted for about a month. I’m growing to really love her, I’m happy with her… like something that was missing has been […]
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H-Rex
I hate listening to girls constantly complain about guys are horrible, or are players. I would love to take a girl on a proper date, not move any faster if she doesn’t want to, show her off to all of my friends, and tell her she’s beautiful. But I can’t do that. Because I’m a […]
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Lethal Love
Well I’m officially an idiot What girl in…
Well, I’m officially an idiot. What girl in their right mind asks out a girl who’s not even gay? Me, apparently. But I’m not in my right mind, so whatever. I mean, I knew she was straight, and I knew I’d just get rejected. I mean, I guess it gets rid of the “what if?”s, […]
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Girl
I just said goodbye to you less than ten minutes ago. Why do I miss you so? Our parting hug was brief tonight… and we avoided eye contact, as usual. You were laying on my favorite pillow as we watched the movie, and it smells like you. What scent is it? Cinnamon? I keep forgetting to […]
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Girl
So I know I don’t post here too often. Hell, I post ‘confessions’ more than what I reply to others confessions. But that doesn’t mean I don’t read them. I come on GroupHug nearly everyday and read confessions… I just never comment on them. I feel like my two cents wouldn’t really help at all, […]
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Girl
I hate seeing her fall for someone else and her hanging out with her ex-girlfriend… and I hate myself for not telling her anything. Which I probably never will. I keep trying to forget her… but I always find myself replying to her messages. Why is it so hard to forget her? I literally think […]
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All Time Shannon
You never know unless you try.
If your going to start somewhere new or take to another city. Please make sure you are completely ready for it. Because it won’t be easy. Starting out somewhere new never is.Go and find the one who’s right for you. It could be the girl you are talking about. It could be someone completely different.
Good luck.
And remember,
Infinate Hope.- Shannon
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Girl
I’ve been doing an okay job of avoiding her, it has been a few weeks since I last saw her. These last three days she’s told me how she misses me and wants to hang out… and I can’t help but hope that maybe she might want to take our friendship further, even though I […]
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Girl
I still can’t believe that with every free moment I have, I spend it refreshing my inbox waiting for your reply.
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Girl
I keep trying to forget my feelings of love for her. I know and I’ve confirmed (without directly asking her) that she doesn’t see me past a close friend. But that’s okay… as long as I’m able to socialize with her, everything is right in my world. Maybe one day in the future I’ll tell her […]
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bobburgster
Keep in mind, you may lose what you have with her now when you tell her.
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secondchancesx3
don’t let that stop you though. there are some who won’t change because of knowing something like that. and even if it does change, let it. Would you rather go your whole life not knowing weather it would have worked or not? take chances, you never know.
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Chiron
Will you be able to continue being her friend knowing that you want more? Maybe a clean break is best….
You are in the “friends” zone as people call it and you’ll just be beating yourself up continously wanting more. You think it’s “okay” but maybe it’s not….http://www.laddertheory.net - Read up on the friends zone here..
My advice is either get in or get out. Tell her you have feelings and get rejected or quietly fade. You’ll just hurt yourself over time otherwise…
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Girl
thanks for your suggestions fellow grouphuggers.
the reason i don’t tell her is because i’m afraid of losing this great friendship we currently have. i mean, in the event that she would completely reject my declaration and not want to have anything to do with me… it would drive me insane… i know i’d still have lingering feelings for her. she’s the first person i can truly say i’ve grown to love romantically.
twice i’ve overheard conversations that she’s had with a cousin on mine saying that i’m a friend and she wouldn’t do things like that with me (my cousin had asked if she would ever kiss and/or date me). and well… hearing her say that pretty much puts me off on telling her how i really feel.
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AndreaJ
I am a senior in high school. My two best friends are in college and we hadn’t seen each other in two months. I am in love with one friend, and I think the other is into me – but I’m not sure. In addition to the fact that the friend I am in love […]
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whisper me fantasy
i love her so much, it hurts. i told her that i’m bi - she was the first i came out to. she thinks i like someone else - i’m afraid to tell her the truth. that i’m in love with her. i’m afraid if i tell her, she’ll end this, once and for all. i guess […]
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Girl
Each day I slowly find myself wishing I had never fallen in love… I know that the love I feel for the girl is unrequited, she constantly talks about her own girl crushes to me, and all I find myself doing is consoling her about them. But I still find myself trying to make myself more […]
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shameful
You do not sound desperate, in a bad way. You are like most of us who come here to vent and feel like we all are on the same page. I have felt the same way about a guy I recently met. I am trying to distance myself emotionaly, so I wont feel so wrapped up in him. Hard to do. Not so bad today though. Hope it stays that way. Good luck to you!
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Girl
I just really want to talk to her, tell her everything. But I’m too much of a wuss to get the ball rolling. What if I bore her? Or she doesn’t want to talk? I over think things too much. The goal is that during the winter break off from college I’ll have a nice talk with […]
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Prufrock
Stop thinking, just act.
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Girl
Why is it when I’m away from her she’s all that I think about? I even dream about her! I just saw her yesterday and every moment I have been spending away from her is slowly driving me insane! I really wish I could tell her my feelings for her, but I’m afraid if I did… […]
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TheAllAmericanReject
Tell her how you feel.
If she loves you back, its worth the risk.
If she doesnt, and doesnt want to be you friend because of it,
She is not worth it.
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Rose.
I like this guy who I thought was gay. While I was talking to him he confided in me that he was not, he was pansexual. He also told me how much he liked this girl. It was so much easier to like him and know there was no chance because he was gay than […]
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ithinkineedahug
ohhh jeez. I do things like this alllll the time. I hate myself for it. I’ll start liking someone who has a girfriend. I’ll like the person knowing he has a girlfriend and cant be with me, not that he’s single but im just….not good enough.
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Girl
I saw her again yesterday. I really wanted to spend some time alone with her, but alas, it wasn’t possible. Two of my family members were with us so I didn’t tell her anything. Hopefully with this coming holiday and days off from college I can hang out with her, so it can be just […]
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Dmonix
well me being a lesbian, i would say follow your desire and see if its real. if you dont, you’ll regret it, and that is the worst feeling! yes she might break your heart, or you will realize your gay, or something else might happen, but at least then you can say your happy because you know!
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boo
It’s strange how just one person can have such a hold on you. how you tell them anything and everything. no secrets, no lies. how you can be so completely at ease with that one person. I have a girl like that too.
I hope all turns out well for you.
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Girl
Seeing her today did NOT help ease the butterflies in my stomach… it just made them worse and I can’t get her out of my mind. While in the car and sitting behind her, she and I made eye contact through the right side rear view mirror… my heart nearly jumped out of my chest. […]
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Synthetic_Eden
Good luck, my friend.
You and I seem to be in a very similar position, or so I believe.
My girl and I don’t speak often, but locking eyes with her from across the room sends my heart fluttering.
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CurrerBell
I too hope it all works out for you, Girl.
Though I know for a fact that a lot of people are gay and bisexual, I didn’t actually realise that other people felt the same way I did about other girls, does that make sense to anyone? Like you know a group of people similar to you exist, but you don’t really feel a part of it.
It’s good to know I’m not alone, that we’re not alone in this.
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Synthetic_Eden
I know exactly how you feel. It’s like… You don’t believe that anyone feels the same way that you do, but at the same time you know that isn’t true. Sort of like, it feels odd to find out that they feel the way you do.
Ahh, I hope I didn’t complicate that any further.
Our particular part of the LGBT community is rather small. We need to stick together. Be there for eachother.
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Girl
Hopefully she does have some feelings in return… but I can’t say for certain at this point in time. While she was away for a few months studying abroad I promised her we would spend a lot of time together since we live close to each other and go to the same college. My car needs to get fixed soon, it kills me not being able to see her everyday like I used to.
I’m also glad I’m not alone, and that I found this place. c:
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Girl
She and I had a heart to heart conversation last night in her car. Her question caught me off guard. She asked what my orientation was and I told her, it was awkward, but I told her the truth. She’s the first to know. I feel a sense of happiness that someone knows, like a […]
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anonymousplease
I really hope that this works out for you <3
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secondchancesx3
aw, thats very sweet.
Me too!
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conflictedandbroken
I’ve struggled with same sex attraction most of my life but always fought it. I hate it, but its here and it aint going away. I’m starting to be able to at least admit that it is what it is. Now I’ve fallen for a guy and he’s fallen for me. The bad thing is […]
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boo
if you are meant to be with him, have faith that things will work themselves out.
don’t regret your choices and follow your heart.
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Mara 8:54 am on March 6, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
I know what you mean, I read them all but just don’t know what to say. Then I wonder what people think of mine and wonder why nobody says anything. I’m a hypcrite though.
I read your confessions. I always wondered how things worked out for you. I didn’t feel so alone, knowing someone else was torn up over first love as well.
Girl 1:41 am on March 7, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
Bahaha! Same here, I sometimes wonder what people think about my confessions as well… and I also wonder why nobody says anything. xP makes sense though, I don’t comment much so I guess I shouldn’t expect comments back. All I hope is that my confession has been read by at least one person.
But yeah, things are pretty much the same with her. I see her about three times week at the most. As much as I want to distance myself from her, I find myself unable to do so. Right after I leave her I start coming up with a plan or excuse for me to be able to hang out with her. I really don’t know where this is going to take me. Sigh. -_-
Mara 4:09 am on March 7, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
I reckon far more people read than comment. Probably ‘cos they just don’t know what to say. I certainly don’t most of the time.
And yeah, I know that one. I think I left something at his house once, just so I knew I’d have to come back later to pick it up. (Wow. That sounds a little stalker-ish when I actually write it down. It seemed fine at the time.) Do you miss her just after she says goodbye too? *hug*
jasmine 2:29 pm on March 7, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
yeah, i’m more of a reader than a commenter myself ^-^” i wish you luck with the future!