I went down on a guy for the first time at a party last night i thought i would hate it but it was kinda fun until i choked He didn’t cum though he said it was ok and that it was just to cold… I don’t know if i should believe this… i think i might like him wich is a first for me i normally hate the people who run around saying oh i like this guy then that guy but here i am just another boring confession about like and sex
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QuiteStupidPerson
Yeah, its gonna happen. I’m going to cheat on my wife with the woman I left her for 18 years ago. Leaving her was the biggest mistake I ever made in my life, I have done nothing but regret it ever since. I walked away from the most innocent, sweetest, most honest and caring person I have ever met for someone completely opposite to her. I hadn’t seen her in 17 years, but we ran into each other on line and started talking. She is no longer able to drive due to a medical condition, so I have been helping her get to the store when I can. We would have lunch, catch up, and both had a great time just seeing each other again. She just recently moved in to a new place, so I was helping her move some things and do a few repairs. We really hadn’t let anything physical get between us. We did kiss a couple times, but it was very familiar and innocent. Not this time. We were in her living room, and I was sitting on the couch with her, helping her program her remote. Got done, and yeah, we just kinda tore into each other. We didn’t have sex, but we would have if her roommate wasn’t returning shortly. I’m supposed to put up some shelves for her in a couple of days. I hope her roommate has things to do that day.
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KindWords
I feel sad for you. One day you will wake up alone or with this woman that can only provide one thing for you.
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die_raupe2
sounds like an indie movie
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lethe
my first time was oral sex with my cousin..
since then acted a terrible skank
tortured innocent animal
sick with hate-
pd0815
this is hot.
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phoenixgirrl
He asked me out. We really hit it off and he seemed to like me a lot. We dated a few months. When I got back from my Christmas break in China, he asked me what I wanted to do this summer because he couldn’t stand being apart. Three days later his ex doesn’t even say she likes him but hints at it and he dumps me and goes straight to her the next weekend.
I think it hurts because he took my virginity. He stole what I was saving for someone not him. He didn’t rape me- I wanted it too, but I’ve never been so minimally respected. We messed around and it got out of hand. I never thought my first time would be on a futon from behind. We slept together a few times after that. I knew that he’s struggled with alcohol, porn, and generally self-control, but I’m a sucker for helping people. He was a sweetheart but he didn’t tell me he still had feelings for his ex for the months we dated- he justified it by saying I would have been angry. I wouldn’t have been angry, but it is a problem I would’ve wanted to address and I was hurt he didn’t think I actually cared about his happiness over my own.
Would a girl who went and maintained the friendship with the girl he dumped me for really get mad because he wasn’t happy? Everyone says he was happy with me, but I don’t buy it. He told me I’d get over it in a few months and everything would be back to normal. It really just sucks. I don’t trust him. I have to see him all the time and he’s generally really defensive around me. I guess it’s only natural because he’s trying to justify what he did, and I have my good and bad days with him. He has decided that I’m unstable around him- maybe he’s right.
I’m healing. I’m safe to be around guys again. The first few days I hung out with an old guy friend and he decided that night would be a great time to give me oral. I was a bit disgusted that he was so preoccupied with trying to get me into bed yet so heartbroken I did nothing. Two days later, another guy tried the same thing. I probably would have had sex with him but he had some issues and it didn’t work out. He told me he didn’t know how long it would take me to get over it, but he was interested and a bit impatient. I felt pretty worthless. It reinforced feeling used. Goodness, I’m not even that good looking. I might be thin, but I think I look pretty average. Go nail someone else.
There’s this really amazing guy now. We’ve been hanging out after we decided we wanted a month to figure out what we actually wanted. lol well I said months and he said month. Quote from last weekend “It’s my job to make sure you feel like the most captivating, beautiful, talented, intelligent woman in the world.” He wants to meet my family before asking me out. He’s a total sweetheart.
I feel like I don’t deserve him at all, but I also know I shouldn’t be an idiot and pass him up. I’m only 21, but I wouldn’t mind settling down in the next few years if it’s with the right person. I hate dealing with people who ask me out. I’m tired of being hurt.
You know, some people would say I’m still a nice, amazing girl, but I don’t think so. I think we’re all in the same boat, it just differs on what you struggle with. I have no idea what people would think of me if they knew more about me. Thankfully, my best friend knows and loves me… I hope others feel the same.
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demon
first of all i am happy you meet this new guy
cause now you know
not all guyies are like that
not all of them is that messed upyou should try and stop hating yourself
for the past, i bet it already been hard enoughthis is guy sound cute
so please don’t give him up and don’t give yourself up as well
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LoveHurts
I have been having sex for about a year now, and I haven’t told my mom. Should I?
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All Time Shannon
if you like. its not crucial though… lol
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Mara
It’s up to you. If you want advice, and she’s open-minded it might be good to talk it over with her. But If you’d rather not, that’s ok too.
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JadedNikky
If you want to tell her, then go for it. But if you dont want too then dont. It’s really your choice.
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ScrewEverything
As long as you’re being safe about it if you dont want to tell her theres really no reason to.
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KindWords
If your mom already suspects it, then you should tell her and say that you would like to have conversations about it. Yet, if your mom will be upset and all of a sudden think that every time you step out the door, you’re off to open your legs, then keep it to yourself.
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anonymousperson
I’m a 22 year old female and I’ve only ever had sex with guys before… I’ve known I was bisexual for a long time although I never really admit it, but anyway, I really, REALLY want to have sex with another woman. I want to sooooo badly it’s not even funny. and not just any woman, I want a beautiful, sexy woman. I think about this all the time. oh, and I have sexual fantasies about Megan Fox… omg. I want to stop thinking about this all the time, just because its so distracting!!! its been consuming me. I just want to have sex with a girl, damnit.
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fullofsecrets
I think I am addicted to sex. I have been watching porn since I was around 13 and ever since I’ve lost my virginity…all I do is try and find ways to have sex with someone. I’ve never been in a relationship and I’m 19. But I never really think about boyfriend material…I just kind of head straight to his junk…I think I have a problem. I don’t know I’ve had some sort of sex with seven or eight different people within the past year and it just won’t stop. One day I actually had sex with two guys on the same day…not at the same time, but I had sex with one of them and went straight to the other guy’s place for another round of fun…is there something wrong with me??
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pd0815
there’s absolutely nothing wrong with you. you have an active craving for sex and maybe a very nice imagination. I would suggest for you to just be safe. I’m in the same boat just not about guys. I just found out yesterday that I might be a paraphiliac. And there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that. I have an excellent therapist.
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Y ask Y
Here’s my take on it (without knowing you obviously): Unless it’s interfering with you operating in your normal life, there’s nothing wrong with you. That is to say, if you absolutely CANNOT control your behaviour, or you don’t like what you’re doing but can’t stop, then yea it might be time to really talk to somebody. If you’re doing it and it makes you feel like shit and riddled with guilt, talk to someone.
But if it’s not, don’t worry about it. You’re not married, no kids. So just be safe. Be really really safe, and who gives a shit what society has to say about it. They’re not walking in your shoes. And besides if you were a 19yr. old guy laying chick left, right, and center and laying two in the same day they’d be giving you medals. It just a weak double standard that men are revered for having a sex drive while women get vilified for it. Don’t buy into it.
As for the rest: Shit I’m way older than 19, and I keep waiting for the day my sex drive is going to die down and it just doesn’t. And the porn? Forget about it. I look at so much tranny porn it should be a crime. No one knows, I’m a decent person, good friend. I pay my taxes. Who cares? I’m not overly concerned about it. Cut yourself some slack.
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Masturbatesinpublic1
I don’t think I’ll ever get over my sex addiction…
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KindWords
I agree with Y ask Y! And believe me, later on in life, when you’re older and perhaps in a serious relationship, you will be glad that you explored and experimented. Be safe and don’t let guys use you, if there are no feelings involved, really, you’re using them.
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Rejected_Pathetically
Let me explain something to you:
Just because my boyfriend and I have a somewhat-open relationship (ie, we can make out with other people at parties from time to time, and, if we’ve had pre-approval, possibly have sex with someone else, if the conditions are right- and there’s a zillion +1 conditions that have to be taken into account) DOES NOT mean I’ll have sex with you. In fact, it probably means I won’t, since most people I make out with (and, for the record, I’ve never had sex with anyone other than my boyfriend since he and I got back together, despite our “open” status) are people I could give two shits about. Do you really want to be on the list of people I give two shits about?
Thank you, that is all.
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pd0815
is it really an open relationship with all the zillion and one conditions?
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Rejected_Pathetically
Yes and no.
Relationships don’t have to be all or nothing. They can, indeed, be a little bit open, but not all the way open.
Open relationships take LOTS of communication, lots of compromise, and working through lots of different emotions/situations. They ARE NOT easy. It’s not like, “okay, you can go cheat!” Sometimes, certain things are right at one time, but not at another (ie- If my partner and I were having problems, it WOULD NOT be okay for me to go hook up with someone- However, if things are going well, it’s permissible [and yes, they are going very, very well]). In any case, an open relationship takes constant negotiation and renegotiation. Since this is new for my partner, the degree of “openness” is still minimal, but we plan on spending our lifetimes together, and we have a lifetime to relax those (and actively plan on doing so). I know neither of us are ready to have sex with other people yet, and he’s not comfortable with me fooling around with guys I’m close friends with yet- and that’s okay, I accept it. We’re honest about how we feel, with each other and our other partners. I’d say that’s pretty damn open of us.
This topic has been written about extensively… I suggest checking out either The Ethical Slut or Opening Up if you want to learn more (or just gawk at the crazy open relationship peeps from your armchair
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Y ask Y
Just fill every hole on my body without asking me Y. Not everything in life needs to be broken down and explained in great detail.
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All Time Shannon
Thats true. But you can’t get answers without asking questions..
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bobburgster
Haha, good post!
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Y ask Y
Life is already chock full of too many unanswered questions as it is. Some days the last thing you want is more of them. Well, I know that holds to be true for me.
bobburgster: Thanks!
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mojonano
I am one of the most shallow guys I know. I wasn’t always like this. I’ve been with really hot girls and I’ve been with fatties who aren’t so good looking, and they both act the same way.
They’re self-centered, snobby, demanding bitches.
So I’m only going to fuck hot women from now on. I’m good-looking and I’ve got a great cock, and if a woman’s going to be a bitch, then she only deserves it if she’s good-looking too.
Problem is, I’m in a slump right now because I sleep outside.And one more thing!
Why do chicks think that their pussy is so much more of a prize than my cock. They’d be shocked if they got a piece of me. They always are. So why do they always end up withholding the pussy so they can try to make me jump through hoops for it.Don’t they know that I can just fuck their friends?
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calmontheoutside
I make out with my best friend’s brother every chance I get.
He’s a complete jerk, but I love doing it anyways. I’ve thought about giving him my virginity, I still am, in fact.
I don’t regret it at all. He’s made me a different person. He pulled me out of my depression. I’m happy again.
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bjg
how is he a jerk?
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calmontheoutside
He’s rude to almost everyone unless he wants something. He smokes pot a lot and drinks. He’s also super arrogant.
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bjg
is he nice to you?
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calmontheoutside
When we’re around everyone, we tease each other a lot. Playfully of course. And nothing too mean. And when we’re alone, he’s soooo sweet.
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bjg
oh:) does your best friend know?
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calmontheoutside
Yeah, my best friend is actually his brother…
I probably should have mentioned that. lol.
My best friend doesn’t approve at all, he thinks I’m stupid for liking him at all.
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KindWords
In the future you might meet someone who you are in a relationship with and giving your virginity to someone you’re in love with is just so much better than a guy who just wants that.
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sandman
well, I have a heart fetish. I love how it looks, seeing it beat, listening to it and feeling it in a woman’s body. It’s not that bad at times, but when I get sexually tense I start to have strange and sometimes violent fantasies.
I am turned on by the idea of frailty, neediness, vulnerability and sensitivity. and a woman’s heart is all of that to the highest extent. I also like other vital places of a woman’s body but her heart is where the strange fantasies come in.
Normally I am happy with the idea of listening to it and any sexual interaction is optional, just listening to it and imagining it beating in her chest is fine. But after years since my girlfriend and I parted, I have gotten a little tense sexually and the fantasies have gotten extreme, and get more so by the moment. The urge to feel the vulnerability and life in a woman’s body have gotten stronger and when I have time with myself it takes much stronger thoughts to get aroused.
Some of my earlier fantasies when I was with her was simply being able to hold it and feel it beating in my hand. But lately I have been getting fantasies of being able to control it and stop it. I have fantasies of making her heart beat really fast and then stopping it. Fantasies of ripping it out, or tying a string around the aorta and feeling it struggle to beat, drinking her blood and squeezing her heart to get more blood out, drinking from her aorta, shocking her heart, sticking something sharp in it and feeling it stop, squeezing it and grabbing it. I have also developed other fantasies and fetishes, I like the idea of controlling when a woman breathes, feeling other organs, stepping on her chest and belly, punching her belly and aiming for vital organs and the such.
This is stuff I would never do because I love the life in a woman’s body too much, but I can’t help but feel the urges and wonder if I should be feeling this.
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All Time Shannon
Well people do have very different fantasies.
I don’t think i have heard of anyone who thought about this, but its not too strange.
Just deffinetly unique. and if you are going to step on a woman’s chest and stomach, make sure she understands exactly what you are going to do, so you don’t hurt her of course.
I hope everything works out.- Shannon
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sandman
Thanks for the kind comment. I don’t plan on doing anything harmful or non consensual. I guess it goes on the same idea of normal B&D fantasies; The dominant one enjoys the idea of having someone under their control or having their life in his/her hands and the submissive enjoys the idea of being able to give someone complete control and feel the trust, love and value of their life in the dominant’s actions.
I have always seen life in anything as beautiful. I think many people would understand how I feel if they didn’t see guts as something disgusting or “gory”, because when you really look into it, life is truly complex and amazing.
Thanks for replying- David
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pd0815
why is it just a woman’s heart if it isn’t purely sexual? Unless you are a god or a doctor, controlling someone’s heart or any other aspect of their life is off limits. you’ve come to the right place for the frail, needy, and vulnerable females. I guess women are in your violent fantasies because men are too hard to overpower.
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sandman
Well, it’s not purely sexual but I do not see men as vulnerable, sensitive or needy as I see women. Men on average are built for aggression and power; Aggression deducts from the sensual value of life for me.(Not the sentimental value obviously)
Truthfully easiness to overpower has nothing to do with my fantasies for the obvious reason I would never do these things in real life(I did specify that I wouldn’t), I didn’t come here to find vulnerable women and with the right amount of restraint, no one person is any more powerful than the other. My mind bases it on sensitivity and softness. IE: My computer is vulnerable, but since it has no life or emotion in it, what could I possibly get from poking at it’s processor? LOL
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anonymousperson
wow…..you sound like a serial killer…..
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lalola
was gone again today for a period of time. Looked at my history tab and dang you were looking at porn for almost an hour. And the stuff you were looking at! Wow! I can only imagine you had a good jerk off session. I’m soooo tempted to get that camera pen..or maybe I’ll just jump you tonight.
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lalola
my husband is not so internet savvy and he doesn’t know that I can go to the History tab and see what kind of porn he’s looking at. I must admit it completely turns me on. I’m now in the process of buying a camera pen to put on my desk so I can tape him while he’s jerking off. I feel kind of bad spying on my own husband but he’s too shy to do it in front of me. What’s a horny wife to do??? this is bad right? Should I do this? I figure it’s not hurting anyone…
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Cavalary
Not hurting until he’ll find out perhaps. Then it’ll probably be nasty.
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lalola
see it’s funny. I’m very sexual and he loves it but his ‘shyness’ sometimes rubs off on me. Like if I start masturbating in front of him what if he thinks it’s weird that I’m doing it? or he gets uncomfortable? I just don’t know how to ‘start’ it I guess. I suppose we could have some wine one night and I’ll loosen him up enough to talk about it openly. But also, the thought of taping him excites me a little too because I want to see what he’s like when no one is watching. I’ve already found out so much about him by what type of porn he watches. (he likes to watch girls give blow jobs a lot so I’ve tried to give him more and he’s like wow, where did this come from?? hehehe)
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Cavalary
That shyness of his could become even stronger after finding out he was being watched in his “private” moments. So do try to talk to him about it somehow before you do more…
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mojonano
Or it might break the ice when he finds out and is done being embarrassed.
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GraingerGuy
To your original question, I don’t know.
If I were your hubby, I’d be THRILLED to know that porn turned you on. I’d be THRILLED to know that you get off watching me. But taping someone else when they’re vulnerable, alone, and engaging in a private affair could be seen as a serious breach of trust. Or, at least, he could be terribly embarassed because he may feel that he’s not supposed to be watching porn when he has a wife, or not supposed to be masturbating.
Tape him if you want; just don’t tell him. But I’m not sure you’ll be able to enjoy what you see. You may see or hear things that make you jealous, or make you think of him in a different way. Just fair warning.
Otherwise, I’d say that you broach the subject by bringing porn into the bedroom…. perhaps as a valentine’s day present… go buy a dvd of something mildly soft-ish with a plot and production values (and oral, since you’re both apparently into it) and make it part of foreplay. Then, once he sees that it’s OK to watch with you, bring out a bit more… or go to the web with him, or ask him to touch himself while you watch… small escallations for the shy guy. (P.S. you’re a great wife, curious, accepting, not jealous, willing to try new things, willing to give lots of oral… your guy is lucky to have you.)
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lalola
you all are right. Thank you for your insight and advice. I definitely don’t want exacerbate his shyness (if he somehow finds out I taped him) so yeah, I’m going to try and broach the subject to him and see how it plays out.
I think with him its baby steps.
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mokianokia
interesting, i went through the same with my wife! and had a real webcam on, first time i filmed. second time i told her, we enjoyed it
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Masturbatesinpublic1
I don’t think there is any problem with that!
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Assasine
I have manipulated many people in my life, but none moreso then my wife, her family and best friends. I’ve turned my wife from a sweet innocent Chinese girl, into a totaly nasty BBW Asian s-l-u-t.
Her whole life she has hated her father for several reasons, but none more then the fact when she was a teen he used to perv on her a try to catch peeks of her naked. Recently, my favorite thing to do is to expose my wife as the slut she is on many different amateur porn sites posting extremely explicit pictures and videos behind her back. This gives me a huge thrill knowing so many guys and gals are masturbating to her nude pics/vids with out her knowing.
But nothing has elevated that excitement until I “accidently” let her father see a picture of her topless. Since then I have been sending him full nude pictures of his daughter completely spread out in all sorts of extreme poses. He has sent me many videos of him doing “tribute” videos of him ejaculating on printed out pictres of his nude daughter. This past weekend I showed him a video of my wife which was just as graphic as a gynecological exame, showing every inch of his daughters body in full high definition, followed by her masturbating with an extremely large dildo in her ass. He was shocked his little daugter was such a nasty anal s-l-u-t.
Next video I will show him involves the indian couple that lives next door, he knows them well and really dislikes the woman, I think he’ll be floored when he sees how she dominates my wife and sits on her face!
He has promised some pics of his wife in exchange for this service, I look forward to jerking on the mother-in-laws pics!Next time I confess, I’ll talk about mymwife’s best friend and how I’ve been having sex with her on days my wife isn’t home!
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yellowroses
this doesn’t sound real. if it is, do you feel guilty about it at all? (i mean, this IS a confession site….)
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Rejected_Pathetically
What yellowroses said. I’m callin’ you on yer Bull Schtuff.
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Assasine
Well if you don’t believe me then that is up to you. I don’t care. I just like to get things off my chest. Do I feel guilty? Not in the slightest, I think my wife deserves being treated like a piece of meat.
Also if you are so quick to call bull, just remember I do have videos I mentioned of her father jerking off and ejaculating on them.
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lalola
Her dad jerks off to her photos? does THAT turn you on? Why in the heck would he send those vids, pics to you? yikes. Or the act of demeaning her in general turn you on?
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Assasine
It’s the act of demeaning her in general that I love. Knowing her own father likes to look at her naked in nasty poses and lusts after her body is a huge turn on for me. He has started to send me his own pics of his wife too. Which I like allot too, but I get off more on sending updates of the wife being a dirty girl
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abeautifulmourning
what thats ridiculous what would you do if she found out
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canthelpit
i’d love to see the pics and the tribute vids. i’d volunteer to use her or her pics, too.
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mojonano
I talk about respecting the soldiers and monogamy as a virtue. I’m homeless and once chased a creepy guy away from this girl who was visiting from out of town.
The next day, I hung out with her for awhile, talked about her husband in afghanistan, then fucked her in her hotel’s public bathroom.-
codedarmes
so you’re homeless but can use a computer…….. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!♂▬
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mojonano
It isn’t hard to go the library, retard.
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jcharr313
at 17, i seduced my 23 year old swim coach. he says that after the season ends, we will be offically together because he loves me. he says he doesn’t know what it is about me. i say these things back, but i do not feel it. i feel a lump in the back of my throat when he holds my hand and i tell him its love, but it isn’t. he is crazy about me, and even though i know he is putting himself on the line— risking expulsion from his job, a ruined reputation, and a broken heart all in my hands, i don’t know if i feel any compassion.
lying is so ingrained in me, i can’t tell if i really feel anything. the thought of breaking his heart leaves me feeling totally neutral. i am not even out of high school and i feel like i am developing sociopathic tendancies. he was a challenge to obtain, and i am bored.
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blueshoes
Confession #2: You are one of my best friends, really and truly. My friends tell me I light up when I talk to you, even when I talk about you. Unfortunately, I had to like you from the day we met. Then I had to fall in love with you. You had to have a girlfriend, obviously. I had to feel so alienated and torn that I almost threw myself into the gorges that night you thought I was having so much fun being drunk. We had to be separated by the Atlantic for me to realize that I loved you more than ever, and who could I kid? I had to wait and wait and listen to all your girl problems, your hook-up stories. You had to be the nicest, kindest person to me. I had to fly all the way across the ocean, ostensibly to see my family but really just to see you. We had to have sex, even though you didn’t want to take my virginity. Of course you said, “We’re just friends, and even when we go back to school, we’re just friends.” I had to say yes, I knew. I had to lie and say that everything would be okay, because at least then I’d have that one memory, that one good time. Well, it’s been two weeks, and I miss you so much it hurts to breathe. You’re in Africa. I’m in France. You will never care about me the way I care about you. I need to get over this. I don’t know how. And the worst part is, I can’t blame you for a single thing. You are the best person I have ever met, and it’s my loss. Part of me thinks we shouldn’t be friends anymore, that there will always be this thing inside me waiting to burst out crying at night or Facebook stalk the girls you’re hooking up with. But how do I choose between one of my best friends and my sanity? I never really valued sanity very much.
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Cavalary
Sounds like you have a damn good reason to be unhappy… (As a rule of thumb, don’t trust mental health “professionals”.)
But yeah, sanity is way overrated.
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pd0815
everybody’s a stalker. That’s one of my songs. yea
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JustAGirl
I feel so awful. I was really drunk and had a quicky with my best friend’s boyfriend. I didn’t mean to. But now I can’t stop thinking of him sexually and he convinced me to sleep with him again. I feel so awful, I had an anxiety attack and broke down one night. I love my friend and loathe myself for doing something that would hurt her if she finds out. I also can’t quit thinking about doing it again. I’ve got one of the most intense sex drives of anyone I know and I have to keep it in tight check. Idk what to do I feel so so terrible, but I can’t help somewhat wanting to do it again.
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pd0815 5:59 am on April 5, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
i liked it your post. there are so many reasons why the didn’t cum. if he told you the truth or not is another topic.
AllThatJazz 8:18 am on April 5, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
I guess if it’s not true at least he tried to save my feelings It made me so happy when he added me on facebook i feel like a stalker lol this time last week i told my friend one night stands are just one night stands move on lol
pd0815 8:56 am on April 5, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
nah you just had an intimate moment with someone. you probably still trying to find out the details of what he thought of it. gl.