I went down on a guy for the first time at a party last night i thought i would hate it but it was kinda fun until i choked He didn’t cum though he said it was ok and that it was just to cold… I don’t know if i should believe this… i think i might like him wich is a first for me i normally hate the people who run around saying oh i like this guy then that guy but here i am just another boring confession about like and sex
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AllThatJazz
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QuiteStupidPerson
Yeah, its gonna happen. I’m going to cheat on my wife with the woman I left her for 18 years ago. Leaving her was the biggest mistake I ever made in my life, I have done nothing but regret it ever since. I walked away from the most innocent, sweetest, most honest and caring person I have ever met for someone completely opposite to her. I hadn’t seen her in 17 years, but we ran into each other on line and started talking. She is no longer able to drive due to a medical condition, so I have been helping her get to the store when I can. We would have lunch, catch up, and both had a great time just seeing each other again. She just recently moved in to a new place, so I was helping her move some things and do a few repairs. We really hadn’t let anything physical get between us. We did kiss a couple times, but it was very familiar and innocent. Not this time. We were in her living room, and I was sitting on the couch with her, helping her program her remote. Got done, and yeah, we just kinda tore into each other. We didn’t have sex, but we would have if her roommate wasn’t returning shortly. I’m supposed to put up some shelves for her in a couple of days. I hope her roommate has things to do that day.
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lethe
my first time was oral sex with my cousin..
since then acted a terrible skank
tortured innocent animal
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phoenixgirrl
He asked me out. We really hit it off and he seemed to like me a lot. We dated a few months. When I got back from my Christmas break in China, he asked me what I wanted to do this summer because he couldn’t stand being apart. Three days later his ex doesn’t even say she likes him but hints at it and he dumps me and goes straight to her the next weekend.
I think it hurts because he took my virginity. He stole what I was saving for someone not him. He didn’t rape me- I wanted it too, but I’ve never been so minimally respected. We messed around and it got out of hand. I never thought my first time would be on a futon from behind. We slept together a few times after that. I knew that he’s struggled with alcohol, porn, and generally self-control, but I’m a sucker for helping people. He was a sweetheart but he didn’t tell me he still had feelings for his ex for the months we dated- he justified it by saying I would have been angry. I wouldn’t have been angry, but it is a problem I would’ve wanted to address and I was hurt he didn’t think I actually cared about his happiness over my own.
Would a girl who went and maintained the friendship with the girl he dumped me for really get mad because he wasn’t happy? Everyone says he was happy with me, but I don’t buy it. He told me I’d get over it in a few months and everything would be back to normal. It really just sucks. I don’t trust him. I have to see him all the time and he’s generally really defensive around me. I guess it’s only natural because he’s trying to justify what he did, and I have my good and bad days with him. He has decided that I’m unstable around him- maybe he’s right.
I’m healing. I’m safe to be around guys again. The first few days I hung out with an old guy friend and he decided that night would be a great time to give me oral. I was a bit disgusted that he was so preoccupied with trying to get me into bed yet so heartbroken I did nothing. Two days later, another guy tried the same thing. I probably would have had sex with him but he had some issues and it didn’t work out. He told me he didn’t know how long it would take me to get over it, but he was interested and a bit impatient. I felt pretty worthless. It reinforced feeling used. Goodness, I’m not even that good looking. I might be thin, but I think I look pretty average. Go nail someone else.
There’s this really amazing guy now. We’ve been hanging out after we decided we wanted a month to figure out what we actually wanted. lol well I said months and he said month. Quote from last weekend “It’s my job to make sure you feel like the most captivating, beautiful, talented, intelligent woman in the world.” He wants to meet my family before asking me out. He’s a total sweetheart.
I feel like I don’t deserve him at all, but I also know I shouldn’t be an idiot and pass him up. I’m only 21, but I wouldn’t mind settling down in the next few years if it’s with the right person. I hate dealing with people who ask me out. I’m tired of being hurt.
You know, some people would say I’m still a nice, amazing girl, but I don’t think so. I think we’re all in the same boat, it just differs on what you struggle with. I have no idea what people would think of me if they knew more about me. Thankfully, my best friend knows and loves me… I hope others feel the same.
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LoveHurts
I have been having sex for about a year now, and I haven’t told my mom. Should I?
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anonymousperson
I’m a 22 year old female and I’ve only ever had sex with guys before… I’ve known I was bisexual for a long time although I never really admit it, but anyway, I really, REALLY want to have sex with another woman. I want to sooooo badly it’s not even funny. and not just any woman, I want a beautiful, sexy woman. I think about this all the time. oh, and I have sexual fantasies about Megan Fox… omg. I want to stop thinking about this all the time, just because its so distracting!!! its been consuming me. I just want to have sex with a girl, damnit.
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fullofsecrets
I think I am addicted to sex. I have been watching porn since I was around 13 and ever since I’ve lost my virginity…all I do is try and find ways to have sex with someone. I’ve never been in a relationship and I’m 19. But I never really think about boyfriend material…I just kind of head straight to his junk…I think I have a problem. I don’t know I’ve had some sort of sex with seven or eight different people within the past year and it just won’t stop. One day I actually had sex with two guys on the same day…not at the same time, but I had sex with one of them and went straight to the other guy’s place for another round of fun…is there something wrong with me??
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Rejected_Pathetically
Let me explain something to you:
Just because my boyfriend and I have a somewhat-open relationship (ie, we can make out with other people at parties from time to time, and, if we’ve had pre-approval, possibly have sex with someone else, if the conditions are right- and there’s a zillion +1 conditions that have to be taken into account) DOES NOT mean I’ll have sex with you. In fact, it probably means I won’t, since most people I make out with (and, for the record, I’ve never had sex with anyone other than my boyfriend since he and I got back together, despite our “open” status) are people I could give two shits about. Do you really want to be on the list of people I give two shits about?
Thank you, that is all.
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Y ask Y
Just fill every hole on my body without asking me Y. Not everything in life needs to be broken down and explained in great detail.
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mojonano
I am one of the most shallow guys I know. I wasn’t always like this. I’ve been with really hot girls and I’ve been with fatties who aren’t so good looking, and they both act the same way.
They’re self-centered, snobby, demanding bitches.
So I’m only going to fuck hot women from now on. I’m good-looking and I’ve got a great cock, and if a woman’s going to be a bitch, then she only deserves it if she’s good-looking too.
Problem is, I’m in a slump right now because I sleep outside.And one more thing!
Why do chicks think that their pussy is so much more of a prize than my cock. They’d be shocked if they got a piece of me. They always are. So why do they always end up withholding the pussy so they can try to make me jump through hoops for it.Don’t they know that I can just fuck their friends?
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calmontheoutside
I make out with my best friend’s brother every chance I get.
He’s a complete jerk, but I love doing it anyways. I’ve thought about giving him my virginity, I still am, in fact.
I don’t regret it at all. He’s made me a different person. He pulled me out of my depression. I’m happy again.
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sandman
well, I have a heart fetish. I love how it looks, seeing it beat, listening to it and feeling it in a woman’s body. It’s not that bad at times, but when I get sexually tense I start to have strange and sometimes violent fantasies.
I am turned on by the idea of frailty, neediness, vulnerability and sensitivity. and a woman’s heart is all of that to the highest extent. I also like other vital places of a woman’s body but her heart is where the strange fantasies come in.
Normally I am happy with the idea of listening to it and any sexual interaction is optional, just listening to it and imagining it beating in her chest is fine. But after years since my girlfriend and I parted, I have gotten a little tense sexually and the fantasies have gotten extreme, and get more so by the moment. The urge to feel the vulnerability and life in a woman’s body have gotten stronger and when I have time with myself it takes much stronger thoughts to get aroused.
Some of my earlier fantasies when I was with her was simply being able to hold it and feel it beating in my hand. But lately I have been getting fantasies of being able to control it and stop it. I have fantasies of making her heart beat really fast and then stopping it. Fantasies of ripping it out, or tying a string around the aorta and feeling it struggle to beat, drinking her blood and squeezing her heart to get more blood out, drinking from her aorta, shocking her heart, sticking something sharp in it and feeling it stop, squeezing it and grabbing it. I have also developed other fantasies and fetishes, I like the idea of controlling when a woman breathes, feeling other organs, stepping on her chest and belly, punching her belly and aiming for vital organs and the such.
This is stuff I would never do because I love the life in a woman’s body too much, but I can’t help but feel the urges and wonder if I should be feeling this.
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lalola
was gone again today for a period of time. Looked at my history tab and dang you were looking at porn for almost an hour. And the stuff you were looking at! Wow! I can only imagine you had a good jerk off session. I’m soooo tempted to get that camera pen..or maybe I’ll just jump you tonight.
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lalola
my husband is not so internet savvy and he doesn’t know that I can go to the History tab and see what kind of porn he’s looking at. I must admit it completely turns me on. I’m now in the process of buying a camera pen to put on my desk so I can tape him while he’s jerking off. I feel kind of bad spying on my own husband but he’s too shy to do it in front of me. What’s a horny wife to do??? this is bad right? Should I do this? I figure it’s not hurting anyone…
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Assasine
I have manipulated many people in my life, but none moreso then my wife, her family and best friends. I’ve turned my wife from a sweet innocent Chinese girl, into a totaly nasty BBW Asian s-l-u-t.
Her whole life she has hated her father for several reasons, but none more then the fact when she was a teen he used to perv on her a try to catch peeks of her naked. Recently, my favorite thing to do is to expose my wife as the slut she is on many different amateur porn sites posting extremely explicit pictures and videos behind her back. This gives me a huge thrill knowing so many guys and gals are masturbating to her nude pics/vids with out her knowing.
But nothing has elevated that excitement until I “accidently” let her father see a picture of her topless. Since then I have been sending him full nude pictures of his daughter completely spread out in all sorts of extreme poses. He has sent me many videos of him doing “tribute” videos of him ejaculating on printed out pictres of his nude daughter. This past weekend I showed him a video of my wife which was just as graphic as a gynecological exame, showing every inch of his daughters body in full high definition, followed by her masturbating with an extremely large dildo in her ass. He was shocked his little daugter was such a nasty anal s-l-u-t.
Next video I will show him involves the indian couple that lives next door, he knows them well and really dislikes the woman, I think he’ll be floored when he sees how she dominates my wife and sits on her face!
He has promised some pics of his wife in exchange for this service, I look forward to jerking on the mother-in-laws pics!Next time I confess, I’ll talk about mymwife’s best friend and how I’ve been having sex with her on days my wife isn’t home!
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mojonano
I talk about respecting the soldiers and monogamy as a virtue. I’m homeless and once chased a creepy guy away from this girl who was visiting from out of town.
The next day, I hung out with her for awhile, talked about her husband in afghanistan, then fucked her in her hotel’s public bathroom. -
jcharr313
at 17, i seduced my 23 year old swim coach. he says that after the season ends, we will be offically together because he loves me. he says he doesn’t know what it is about me. i say these things back, but i do not feel it. i feel a lump in the back of my throat when he holds my hand and i tell him its love, but it isn’t. he is crazy about me, and even though i know he is putting himself on the line— risking expulsion from his job, a ruined reputation, and a broken heart all in my hands, i don’t know if i feel any compassion.
lying is so ingrained in me, i can’t tell if i really feel anything. the thought of breaking his heart leaves me feeling totally neutral. i am not even out of high school and i feel like i am developing sociopathic tendancies. he was a challenge to obtain, and i am bored.
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blueshoes
Confession #2: You are one of my best friends, really and truly. My friends tell me I light up when I talk to you, even when I talk about you. Unfortunately, I had to like you from the day we met. Then I had to fall in love with you. You had to have a girlfriend, obviously. I had to feel so alienated and torn that I almost threw myself into the gorges that night you thought I was having so much fun being drunk. We had to be separated by the Atlantic for me to realize that I loved you more than ever, and who could I kid? I had to wait and wait and listen to all your girl problems, your hook-up stories. You had to be the nicest, kindest person to me. I had to fly all the way across the ocean, ostensibly to see my family but really just to see you. We had to have sex, even though you didn’t want to take my virginity. Of course you said, “We’re just friends, and even when we go back to school, we’re just friends.” I had to say yes, I knew. I had to lie and say that everything would be okay, because at least then I’d have that one memory, that one good time. Well, it’s been two weeks, and I miss you so much it hurts to breathe. You’re in Africa. I’m in France. You will never care about me the way I care about you. I need to get over this. I don’t know how. And the worst part is, I can’t blame you for a single thing. You are the best person I have ever met, and it’s my loss. Part of me thinks we shouldn’t be friends anymore, that there will always be this thing inside me waiting to burst out crying at night or Facebook stalk the girls you’re hooking up with. But how do I choose between one of my best friends and my sanity? I never really valued sanity very much.
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JustAGirl
I feel so awful. I was really drunk and had a quicky with my best friend’s boyfriend. I didn’t mean to. But now I can’t stop thinking of him sexually and he convinced me to sleep with him again. I feel so awful, I had an anxiety attack and broke down one night. I love my friend and loathe myself for doing something that would hurt her if she finds out. I also can’t quit thinking about doing it again. I’ve got one of the most intense sex drives of anyone I know and I have to keep it in tight check. Idk what to do I feel so so terrible, but I can’t help somewhat wanting to do it again.
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GroshingOoma
pd0815 5:59 am on April 5, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
i liked it your post. there are so many reasons why the didn’t cum. if he told you the truth or not is another topic.
AllThatJazz 8:18 am on April 5, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
I guess if it’s not true at least he tried to save my feelings It made me so happy when he added me on facebook i feel like a stalker lol this time last week i told my friend one night stands are just one night stands move on lol
pd0815 8:56 am on April 5, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
nah you just had an intimate moment with someone. you probably still trying to find out the details of what he thought of it. gl.