Hi. So this is my first time doing this. I’m not exactly sure what I’m doing but it’s asking me what I would like to confess. ha. I see this as an opportunity to just open up and say whatever the hell I want to get off my chest that I wouldn’t tell anyone because […]
Continue reading Hi So this is my first time doing… Hi. So this is my first time doing this. I’m not exactly sure what I’m doing but it’s asking me what I would like to confess. ha. I see this as an opportunity to just open up and say whatever the hell I want to get off my chest that I wouldn’t tell anyone because […]
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My first actual confession? Something that would actually make some people in real life beat the hell out of me emotionally if they found out? He makes me feel sexy and beautiful. He makes me stop caring about the material shit Im always worried about. He makes me believe in myself. He makes me feel […]
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seems to me its a lot like lust and nothing else seems to me like you have no emotional connection too him as a person just to how he makes you feel
I hope. Btw, have you known anything about your gf’s ex? Im afraid Ive been kind of distant but Im just deeply afraid and somewhat busy. I hate to have nothing to help him.
i hear hes been depressed then he oddly got happy and hasnt done much but joke about everything and anything i hear hes been making a lot of sexual jokes lately
other then that idk but why are you deeply afraid
Well, he’s having…. Problems with sex, that’s why he jokes so much about it. The fact that someone told you about his mood relieves me some, cause it means at least tehre must be someone to listen to him. I’m afraid hell think I just used him to get out of my depression and am leaving now. Truth is Ive been really busy at school and honestly dont know what to tell him anymore cause I feel like no matter what I say hell still be depressed and will probably feel worse and Im a little sick of when I take some time to talk to him, all he does is talking about sex no matter what.
they leave him alone most of the time but my gf forces them to talk to him everynow and again to make sure hes ok
i think hes falling apart because he has no one to protect any more i feel like its my fault for taking the last person he could takecare of away from him
i think the sex thing is him trying to replace what he see’s as being manly before it was the fact that he’d die to stop any of them having any pain even a pinprick but now because he hasnt got anyone i think hes replacing that with sex like most other men
No Jack… He doesnt get sex. Do you get me? DONT TELL ANYONE I TOLD YOU THIS CAUSE HELL SLIT MY WRITSTS!! You dont have the right to feel fucking guilty. Youre making her extremely happy just as she makes you extremely happy. You did not do it on purpose. Hes just the yellow rose, the reason why he no longer has her is because he wasnt capable of seeing you as a couple getting hurt specially cause he knows that their friend who passed aaway wouldve loved you and wouldve wanted you to be with her no matter what. I honestly think that his psycological pain is like a cancer. It’s almost uncurable and it gets bigger and bigger no matter how many of us hurt seeing him like that.
i understood exactly what you ment from your first post and my answer is still the same the only reason that he care is because he has no one to protect i bet if you ask him hell say something similar
hes not capable of hurting you trust me on that no matter what you do to him he couldnever stand life if he hurt you
i dont think his pain is like cancer at all i think its more like hes lost an arm or leg. for a while he forgets what hes lost it doesnt matter to him so hes happy for a time but then he gets the feeling what he lost is still there and when he finds out its not there it saddens him so deeply he gets depressed
i think that his mental pain can only be stopped by either physical pain or soothing someone else’s pain
btw every man knows what “problems” is you have no idea how many times ive had “problems” lately diffrence is my “problems” are from over use lol
just remember your family to him and i think you and him should talk about this remind him hes a yellow rose and that you spoke to me about it he wont mind
tell him also that altho she wont speak to him she still thinks of him she still loves him and that hes still her first line of defence ok
lastnight, went to a work related get-together with my boyfriend. I spent about an hour sitting feeling awkward while he made small talk. I just couldn’t seem to find the will or the courage to speak to anyone, n felt like i didn’t even want to. Which left me feel miserable. Didn’t help that i […]
Continue reading lastnight, went to a work related get-to… i’m sometimes afraid to leave my boyfriend around my father if he’s in a certain mood, because i think my father will badmouth me to him. Poison him against women or just against me. He does it to my mother with him, and thats already inappropriate. There’s only a few steps to him saying things about me.
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if he’s worth his salt, he’ll fight for you.
lastnight, my father got drunk. He asked to borrow money from my boyfriend. Money he got for uncollected leave after leaving his job. Money he needs to pay off loans. Admittedly, he didn’t ask to borrow alot… But the fact that he wants it in order to buy more booze and rent more dvds just […]
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grr… double posts again, awesome.
Sorry bout that guys.
Can’t find a way to delete it, if there is one
your not out of line your father is he needs to reign in his drinking
lastnight, my father got drunk. He asked to borrow money from my boyfriend. Money he got for uncollected leave after leaving his job. Money he needs to pay off loans. Admittedly, he didn’t ask to borrow alot… But the fact that he wants it in order to buy more booze and rent more dvds just […]
Continue reading lastnight, my father got drunk. He asked… if i’m really in a coma somewhere and i’ve been dreaming all this the whole time…i really hope i don’t wake up.
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=) Love this! =)
I. Am. So. Fucked. Up. And just plain fucked. Lastnight someone from my depraved and mentally unhealthy past phoned me. I answered. In front of my boyfriend. Phone call didn’t last long, guy asked if i was busy, i said yea kinda, he asked if my bf was there and i said yes, he said he’d […]
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You. Are.Not. Fucked. Up.
Things will be fine….I know you must be panicking, I know what its like to have a past you regret, but how you said, this is a good step to realise it’s nothing but the past and that youre different now. It’s a past that will never come back… . Telling your bf Im guessing will be hard, but if he really loves you and is openminded, you have nothing to be scared of. Hell understand and maybe even try to shelter you from regret….If hes like this, he should take this as a sign that you are strong and that you are a different person from the one who sent pictures. It could take him some time, dont be impressed if hes mad or reacts negatively at first… This kind of stuff is something that you have to think about before reacting to. Good Luck and keep us informed =)
thank you 
*hug*
I told him lastnight… I was pretty paniced when i told him, but his reaction was completely not what i was expecting.. It was sort of weird actually lol.
He said exactly that, its in the past… He believes everything happens for a reason, so he pointed out that if i hadn’t done those things and behaved that way then maybe i wouldn’t even have met him… Which made me see it quite differently.
I feel stupid for over reacting now lol. Coz you know suming funny? He told me before that he’d done some sexual things in the past that he regrets…but lastnight he told me that he’s sent a few pictures himself when he was younger!
So yea lol it was a strange conversation but one i’m glad we had.
Thanks so much for your reassuring words:)
I. Am. So. Fucked. Up. And just plain fucked. Lastnight someone from my depraved and mentally unhealthy past phoned me. I answered. In front of my boyfriend. Phone call didn’t last long, guy asked if i was busy, i said yea kinda, he asked if my bf was there and i said yes, he said he’d […]
Continue reading I. Am. So. Fucked. Up. And just plain fu… “Hi, A.Girl. What would you like to confess?” Good question. What do i really want to confess? My biggest ‘secret’, biggest embarrassment and regret: I’m 18, and I basically can’t write. My handwriting could be mistaken for a 9yr old’s. And despite the pain it causes me, i feel like i can’t do anything about it. It’s […]
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I’m a terribly lonely guy in a bad way. I moved to a new town and i know no-one. I’m very depressed, and i’m too afraid to go and talk to women my age, which is 33. Its a social anxiety that angers me. thank god im not a virgin or im sure i woulda […]
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i hate my life with exception of my daughter
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It seems to me that you are stuck. These guys you talk to are bound to treat you badly, even if you happened to be the most gorgeous perfect girl on earth. Find the good ones. Spend some quality time and most importantly, start loving yourself. Because beauty is not a small window. please, i […]
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I’m only with her because I have no one else.
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i love mix tapes, boys who know when your down, and cheer you up, watching food network, cold noses when you wake up, shirts from 11 years ago. but sadly i’m kinda depressed
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I know you’re down from that smile that’s upside down. If i could tickle you it would jiggle you and once again you’d come around.
My fiance and I live together and are going to college. I hold a job. She doesn’t because she gets thousands in financial aid every semester. I don’t get any monetary aid and won’t until next year because my parents make too much money. They, however, aren’t helping me with anything due to their 500k […]
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Yea. the woman’s job is to clean and have babies for the man. NOT
I hope you don’t think that things will change when you get married I assure they won’t.
The only problem (and a major one) I see here is that your parents aren’t helping you, regardless of reason. Otherwise, really, why exactly would it matter who earns more, who appears to have it easier and who does the cleaning?
How does the relationship itself go? I mean when you’re alone and put all other things, like money and families and job and school and housework, out of your mind… Because that’s what matters.
I’m glad you got to vent. Your point was not that the woman is supposed to clean the house, but if she’s got a (relatively) easier life, she should be willing to take on more responsibilities around the house. That’s not an unreasonable expectation. Have you broached the subject with her about it if it bothers you so much?
Even if you don’t get any aid, perhaps you can think about applying for loans? Suzy Orman be damned, spending a little bit of money for sanity is worth it, IMO.
Thank you, I love you all. I just don’t know how to say this most of the times.
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This was cute. (:
Likewise to you!
quiteabitch 4:03 pm on June 12, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply
Well, first… welcome to grouphug =D
Second, I can relate… So much.
knittedscarecrow 2:55 am on June 22, 2011 Permalink | Log in to Reply
Welcome- talking about it does wonders. It’s not a good idea to bottle things up, it only gets worse.